QRS~Don't erase this post!
Words are few in numbers. Now, I've complicated everything.
" How long wilt thou wait; thou, sluggard! Consider, her ways and be wise." These are some of the first lines I've ever memorized. The holiness of a such God isn't problematic. Moreover, there isn't anything ya'll know about me:
So, I guess I'll start with where I was born...then, move on to what I'm passively trying to do. You know that being young or a younster is something we all look at as a frame work of our existence. I was young once. I was born on november 14, 1980 in Sharps hospital. I wasn't that smart yet. I just got so goddamn cagey! My first and probably last babysitter locked me in a room. Everytime, I saw my mom I was in tears. That was when I was just a 3 year old. I grew up pretty foggy and confused. My mother, wasn't pleased with my upbringing in another state. She married the fact that I had a genius side but never ran with it. Instead, she kept me home that night. I've never had a good way of communicating because I've been in such close contact with everything. When, I entered a private school I chanced it at 3 years old. Religion has raised me into believing in something I don't believe has power unless it is manipulated-such that-God is the source of all my power.
I believed in a higher power. Many times, as a child I attempted to escape my reality. I wasn't all that engenius. I wasn't always limiting myself. I just rolled with the punched and let fate decide my destiny.
How, years, later, I came upon genius forums. I wasn't a fervert prayer warrior[a term used now-a-days to display a christian's faith and repentence] Yes, Christianity is a extreme belief in surrendering your all to the High Power. Nevertheless, I played around with all of that Christian faith. I wasn't chosen. Till, years later I realized I wasn't suppose to enter into such a dream. I guess you can call me the 'dream' maker. I've devoted a lot of time thinking over my fate. How it became so rigorous to find myself helpless, half-way, through my childhood. I've learned a lot over the years.
I guess, being repented forces you to accept a Higher Power. That's where you all confuse this stuff.
I am a virgo. I live to plant seeds because I am the seed of adam. Thank You GF