Steven wrote,
I was referring to the difficulty that Truth can initially bring to an individual, and all those that come into contact with them.
So, let’s see how this plays out, based on what you have said to me in our numerous interactions on and off this board.
You told me that you were diagnosed with and medicated for bipolar after your girlfriend passed away and you became violent. This piece data, coupled with your definition of bipolar above, implies that the passing of your girlfriend was a catalyst to your “difficulty with Truth†in some way. What
I infer from
your expressed understanding and detail of self and the situation, is that her passing caused you to realise and, consequently, have “difficulty†with what you are calling Truth. What kind of Truth is it that is precipitated by all the emotional turmoil and trauma surrounding such an event? The “Truth†that you do not exist? The “Truth†that you are everything?
From
my understanding of self coupled with the (at best) half-thought out and often diversional ideas you express upon questioning, all I see is a guy who flipped after suffering a great loss and reacted emotionally. You have no explanation for this idea of racing thoughts and how they are consequent to a realisation of “Truth.â€
Being nothing short of emotional on the subject, what are you giving a reasoning individual to work with aside from your emotions?
That’s right, nothing.
This difficulty vanishes as understanding increases.
Yes, it does. Am I to accurately conclude, then, that once you attain “full understanding,†you will no longer be bipolar?
I strongly believe that all biological problems are rooted in the psychological. As a result, I increasingly reveled in division, to get to the core of the matter(s) - in the process, uncovering what methods not to apply, to myself or others.
Strongly believe, eh? What happened to the (degree of?) realised “Truth†that you imply came with this condition?
Yet earlier you questioned (your own supposition) that I revel in division as if it were a bad thing? My, how contradictory you are when it suits you. Remember, I don’t have such a biological problem. That alone, according to your own ideas, makes us very different.
Be careful about implying that anyone who has come to know Truth must, as a result, become bipolar. Personally, I see no reason supporting the idea that bipolar is a biological by-product of the realisation of Truth.
No, you reckon that you don't possess these traits, so you label them as "pure femininity."
You also harbor resentment towards others who may know things about yourself that you don't know, or don't want to recognize, as a result.
No, you reckon I reckon that. I reckon exactly what I reckon. That you resent that is your problem. Deal with it.
You are not me. If you were, I’d be bipolar, too.
On that basis, yes.
Very good. So you will understand why I do not accept your attempt to cast ultimate responsibility for your feelings and misconceptions on me.
You see weakness as a weakness, which only fuels your ego, falsely.
Yes, A=A. There’s nothing false or egotistical/egocentric about it, however.
Unless, that is, you yourself want the survival of weakness rather than truth and wisdom. Are you paying attention to what you are saying? Is that what you want? Must be. It explains very well how you react and respond -- your every word and action.
I understand, but I'd encourage you to carefully read what you write, seeing that it is you that is writing it.
You understand nothing but your own idiotic mumblings and false (rooted in belief) assumptions.
I am aware of our interactions, and who I am -- quite willingly and consciously, I might add -- within each of them. Quit asking me to feel sorry for you. It ain’t gonna happen. I don’t care how you feel about what I write. There is another possibility: you could write a complete idea that is logically consistent and therefore intelligible to
me. But, yes, it’s only a possibility.
Tell me, Steven, since you are a self-proclaimed telepath -- why is it that you cannot anticipate my replies to you and, thereby, change the future? Why is it that instead of making me into that which you obviously desire me to be, you continue to make me into something you can know better than I know myself? Are you Yahweh?
What makes you think I will consider an “encouragement†from a person who doesn’t even understand their own psychological condition yet professes to understand mine? What, can’t fully be yourself but you can be anyone else? I am interested in the complete logic behind that, Steven -- nice and neat, in one post. Until then, revel in your beliefs as you will.