Unidian wrote:Brokenhead, do you believe in God? And if so, can you describe him/it?
And you don't "lose" for bringing it up (or alluding to it), at least in my book. If anything, you "win" for your honesty. So I'm asking in that spirit.
Every time someone asks me if I believe in God, I feel like Peter being questioned by the Roman guard while Jesus was in captivity awaiting his death. It is the most tedious of questions, since there is no way I could have any inkling as to what the asker means by “God.†Usually, I can guess by the tone of voice. Here, in this forum, I can usually guess because of the nature of the forum itself, and the prevailing tendency to applaud reasoning that “proves†God cannot – or at least, does not – exist, and the more sophisticated and clever the reasoning, the louder the pats on the back.
It is maddening in its sheer ignorance. Yet, when I hear the reasoning of the “God Hates Fags†people, or see the greased pig Jimmy Swaggart strutting around on a televangelist broadcast he has convinced the gullible masses to pay for, or hear a smug Jerry Falwell complacently telling people who it is that Jesus wants us to kill, I am the first in line with a stone looking for a just such a “believer†to bean.
I cringe at the word “religion,†because it bespeaks an establishment of men telling other men what to believe, and then to hand over money; it bespeaks strife and warfare, misunderstanding, mistrust, and betrayal.
But when I seek to answer the question of God for myself, and to myself, it is an entirely different story. I have seen things that nothing short of an aspect of divinity could explain. And I have seen things for which nothing other than a refusal to consider God with an open heart could be to blame.
How many times have I found myself saying this same thing: faith is a prerequisite for knowing anything about the Greater World, not an end result. Faith is not always easy, but few things of true value are. It is an ability – a power, if you will - that we all have within us. You are not born able to do anything but learn, not able to know anything except through learning. Everything must be acquired, and we acquire through the exercise of our innate powers. One of these is the power of faith, the ability to turn on your headlights so you can see and understand for yourself the answers to questions that seem otherwise to be so intractable. Faith cannot be an end, but must instead be a means. It is the surest way to get over yourself so that you may, in fact,
find yourself.
Yet it was organized religion that kept humanity in the Dark Ages. Can I be any more emphatic than to say: organized religion is not God. It is not any sort of divinity. It is not the best way to come to know God. It is not even
a way. Rather it is the same the world over, it is a way to perpetuate the existence of the priestly classes, to keep them in their fancy robes and to maintain their tax-exempt statuses.
But a little thought should go a very, very long way. Just as the anthropocentric view of the earth within the cosmos had to give way when the more correct understanding of the Solar System became prevalent, then so must the Humanistic exaltation of Man’s intellectual achievements give way. Is it even remotely possible that this planet, in a Cosmos which seems to expand with every newly discovered galaxy cluster, is the only home of sentient life? Rather, logic makes it necessary to concede the existence of countless other inhabited worlds, some more advanced, some less, than our own. It is the only reasonable viewpoint. Once this is understood, then we need to ask, why have the more advanced worlds not made contact with us? For this, we must assume that they have not. I find this assumption to be without merit. I rather think that the more advanced worlds owe their existence to the same Creator, and are subject to his mandates and restrictions.
In other words, we live in a vastly more complex, and more ordered, universe than we can possibly imagine. We are given every opportunity to discover the Truth. But it must be sought, it must be asked for, the door to it must be knocked upon until it is open.
The Universe is not a vast emptiness, but is teeming with life and consciousness. Sooner or later, mankind must yield his arrogance to the power of Divine Love. I reject the “doom and gloom†scenarios depicted by religious zealots. They make no sense whatsoever. What possible sense is there for a loving Deity to create a home for his children, fill it with them, then proceed to destroy them? It is weak-minded, fear-filled idiots who proclaim such global catastrophe. If we are God’s children, then he is
already taking care of us. Can we truly enumerate every Cause that has had an Effect upon our lives? Is it so irrational to consider there may be Causes which are unknown to us, hidden only until we can gather the courage and intelligence required to make them known? I believe it is irrational - unreasonable - to conclude otherwise, to think we have seen all the evidence we need to answer the Big Questions. And just like with earthly parents who offer their children love, the love must be accepted if it is to take hold and flourish. The analogy only falters because earthly parents cannot be perfect.
I believe myself to be a child of God, emphasis on child. I ask to be taught; I cannot do this if I lack faith. I feel boundless wonder at his creation; the wonder vanishes if I permit my faith to vanish.
Once more, and I know I have said this in previous posts, petulance gets you next to nothing with either earthly or divine parents. It is okay to say “show me,†in fact, you are encouraged to do so, as long as you are willing to consider the response. Otherwise, how can you learn? How can you grow? You have to take the first step. Your faith is intended to be neither blind acceptance nor sheep-like belief. Your faith is your headlights, your high beams. Failing to turn them on ensures you will miss much, very much, and may cause damage to yourself and others, for let’s be honest, we all of us on this forum are night drivers.
With some chemically-assisted meditation, I have encountered consciousnesses not of this plane, but very much of this world. I have been permitted to see things which I can share, but I find I have to do so in terms that sound more confusing than the things themselves. As well, I have been shown, or permitted to know, things which I am not at liberty to discuss, at least in a venue such as this, where I do not know who may read what I write. I believe this is nothing special, in that all you have to do is ask and be ready to take responsibility for the answers you receive.
All God wants you to do is open your hearts to him. It is all he asks. He does the rest. If it seems like you are being asked for too much, then that is a sure sign that you haven't done this one thing being asked of you.
It is that simple.
So it is well to ask, what is Everything? If you expect a convincing answer composed of words, you will be disappointed time and time again. Philosophy is not all that comprises the best that is in Man. You must ask the question not only with your mind, but with your body, your heart, and your soul; and it is with these facets of yourself that you must listen for the answer. You cannot get the answer to "What is Everything?" if you insist on withholding something from the question, if you are not prepared to listen
with everything for the answer. It seems to me that we on the cusp of mankind's evolution, we who are the ultimate product of humanity's advance thus far, must be ready to face the possibility that we are not the be-all and end-all in the Grand Universe. How prepared are we to lose ourselves when we receive the Big Answers to our Big Questions?
If you want to kiss the sky, you'd better learn how to kneel. No?