Pye wrote:
Sooooo . . . . you are aware that all is becoming but you don't want any process talk.
and . . . . you are aware of cause and effect, but you don't want any consciousness of specific causes and effects.
and . . . . you are aware that nothing takes place outside of consciousness, but you don't want any talk of subjectivity.
Now who's wielding that either/or blade?
Process talk is fine, but not to the extent that it excludes content.
Subjectivity talk is fine, but not to the extent that it negates the reality of absolute truth.
Understanding process/subjectivity has its place, but it shouldn't be thought of as the pinnacle of knowledge, or even as being all that important for the gaining of wisdom.
David, you can mitigate and mitigate, and you will mitigate yourself right past the dazzling and simple truth of it.
Unlike you, I do not receive spiritual edification by resting in a fact such as cause-and-effect, no more than I am delivered by the Pythagorean Theorem, no matter how 'permanent' these things appear to be. And unlike you, I do not make appeals for my essence to an Ultimate Reality that must exist outside of me for the authority of my own.
The ultimate ultimate reality does not exist outside of my skin and I do not require company within my skin to abate the terrors of impermanence to merge with a thought of the eternal, and in this I estimate I am entirely and fully free -- free in being and becoming what I already am.
Ultimate reality is as Kierkegaard has it above -- the subjective experience, and it is the ultimate reality, the eternal truth for every human being that has ever lived. I would say that it is you who balk at this Truth, David; you who do not "own up" and the hysteria, discomfort, even fright of yourself and your followers when any suggestion is made contrary to things that last eternally and inherently -- is witness to the lack of freedom you feel.
Kierkegaard's truth trumps all others; there is nothing higher to say after that, for without these subjectivities and their experience, there is no one to say it; no one to take note of anything, and it is the truth all truth-sayers are the least willing to align themselves with when they demand existence for something outside of them, and demand that that something be permanent, unlike they, and that such a living share in that permanence shall somehow abate their feeling of being fettered to the impermanence that they are. I need no such abatement from this truth - suffer no such fear for my temporality, am not even fettered to myself and in that, I become in reality free. That someone would find more spiritual edification in the 'permanence' of cause and effect than in the temporality of their own existence is beyond me. That someone would feel more deeply for this mechanistic cause-and-effect than how it manifests in their humanistic experience is beyond me.
You can postmodernpostmodern me to sweet bits, David; it is not going to change anything of what I - my inward passion knows to be the highest truth as well as the One Truth the least of us have any stomach for. Every truth we discover after this is below this, and is used to secure this; to realize this. For it could be that other consciousness exists in the universe, with a greater refinement of things that we see, even with our mind's eye, and all that we have searched for outside of ourselves to stand eternally - when we don't - will be - in your sense of the word - ultimately error.
The greatest truth and the one most perfectly able to deliver us from the internal suffering of our temporality and the deep delusions we harbor against this is to be infinitely, 'eternally' right with our existence - to know that the world resides within us in every way.
As passionate as this speech is, there are a lot of problems and misconceptions contained within it, some of them quite glaring and crude.
For example, after repeatedly stressing previously that truth is infinite inward passion for an objective uncertainty - paraphrasing what Kierkegaard wrote under the pseudonym, "Johannes Climicas" - you immediately abandon this principle by declaring a passion for an objective certainty instead - namely, the reality of impermanence.
There is nothing objectively uncertain about impermanence as a principle which applies to all things, nor is there anything objectively uncertain about the impermanency of our own existence. This is a reality which stares all of us in the face. It is an obvious truth which contains no doubts and requires no leap of faith to acknowledge. It is both objectively and subjectively certain.
So in having passion for this, you are not just deviating a little bit from Kierkegaard's formula for truth, you are sweeping it aside and engaging in the complete opposite.
If anything could be classed as an objective uncertainty here, it would have to be the ideal of immortality. To hold fast to the belief in one's immortal nature in the face of all the evidence to contrary would surely require great inward passion and a genuine leap of faith. Resting in what is immediate and obvious is easy. It doesn't require any inward passion at all. It is the mundane act of resignation from an individual who has become too old and tired to fight. But to believe in the ideal of immortality, or even better, to use the power of one's own mind to apprehend one's infinite nature and thereby transcend life and death (which is essentially what immortality means), this is something else entirely! This is much closer to what Kierkegaard means by "subjectivity", or having a "subjective seizure".
When Jesus allowed himself to be tortured and put to death on the cross, was it to open people's eyes to the mundane fact of impermanence? Or was it to point people's attention to something grander and more "objectively uncertain"?
Related to this, the concept of cause and effect is nothing like how you paint it. It isn't a dead piece of knowledge like Pythagoras's Theorem. It doesn't, or shouldn't, distract the mind away from oneself and the reality of impermanence. It doesn't even negate the reality of impermanence. You're way off base here, on all fronts.
I can understand why you would be critical of, say, a religious belief system which attempts to bypass the reality of impermanence by promising a personal form of immortality, such as Christianity, but the knowledge and practice of causality is nothing like this. It is the complete opposite in fact. It accepts the reality of impermanence and works with it. Great philosophy means peering into the very nature of impermanence and discerning the immortal nature of Emptiness hidden within.
Properly understood, cause and effect is a living, breathing thing which unravels everything in the Universe, both inside of one's self and outside, even life and death. That is how it operates for those who are fully open to it. If it is just a dead thing sitting there in the corner of your mind, like a mathematical theorem, then the fault is yours. It means that you haven't even begun to understand it, much less taken steps to activate it.
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