Kevin: For example, I might reason, logically, that I would be happier if I moved to a sunnier climate. But that may not be enough in itself to make me move, because of other factors. For example, I might have a short memory.
I am not interested in these hypothetical examples. I want truth. I want to know how Kevin functions, not some poor soul who wants to be happier but because he has Alzheimer’s can’t move himself to better circumstances.
However, I do find it interesting that the example you used illustrates a man who wants to employ a program of logic in order to align himself with a sensation and feeling.
This is it right here Kevin.
I want to understand if the highest man prioritizes his whole life around sensation and feeling.
I suspect he does and I want a clear answer from you or Quinn confirming whether he does or does not.
Cory: And why else would he work if it was not for feeling great, healthy and strong?
Kevin: He works because he is programmed to work, like a computer, or a seed that is programmed to grow into a tree.
A computer is programmed to serve various purposes, a tree is programmed to serve various purposes.
I guess I should rephrase my question:
“And why else would a human program themselves if it were not to sense deeply and vastly, feel greatness, health and strength?â€
I’m more concerned with ‘why it is’ and you seem to be stuck on telling me ‘what it is’.
I want to know why the program is running.
And don’t answer by saying something like, “why does a tree grow?â€
A tree grows to serve a variety of other things, and those things function to serve other things. Each thing exist to serve everything else, no?
I say that the sage is a program that is written to maintain deep and vast perception, feeling, and sensation.
If he is not programmed for this purpose, if he is absolutely cold and unfeeling – just numb, then I don’t see why he would think that life is worth all the trouble. I would think that such a man, if he was rational, would decide that the human race should cease all reproduction indefinitely.
Life is not worth all the hassle if there is nothing great to feel, see, sense.
Kevin: Yes. He experiences a foul smell as foul, and a sweet smell as sweet.
Cory: And is the experience of Rome (of truth) sweet?
Kevin: Before he was a sage the experience was sweet. But as a sage the experience is just of reality.
This doesn’t sound right. You say that he still has the sensation of foulness and sweetness in response to regular things, but you are saying that he does not feel sensation in response to encountering foul thoughts and foul people or greater thoughts and greater people.
Cory: And is the experience of delusion foul?
Kevin: Well, being a perfect sage (for argument's sake)…..
Ah! I’m not interested in arguments sake!
I am not interested in hypothetical stuff.
I want to know how
you function, not hypothetically or theoretically.
Do you have the sensation of foulness when you encounter delusion in yourself and in others?
Cory: You see, I am suggesting that feeling is primary, and the intellect is simply employed to align the organism with the greatest sensations and to avoid bad sensations and feelings.
Kevin: It is natural for us to try and avoid pain, if that is what you mean.
Not only to avoid pain, but to involuntarily feel pain and enjoyment, to involuntarily have sensations. I want to know if you think that the highest man should be ‘at all times’ devoid of feeling, even feelings of tremendous depth and magnitude, a sensation of vastness and freedom, and even of beauty. (not the kind of beauty involved in merely looking at a sunset or flower, however it might be important for the human being to profoundly enjoy and reflect on simple things in nature)
Kevin: But after he became wise the delusion of emotional attachment disappeared.
Cory: Yeah but does the program prefer a particular sort of experience, sensation and feeling? I am making a difference between mere base emotion and more subtle sensation and feeling.
Kevin: Once he is enlightened he only has the experience of enlightenment.
And is the experience of enlightenment in anyway a sensation, a feeling?
Nietzsche said that great thoughts are just the shadows of sensations and feelings.
Kevin: Of course, he might feel hungry, in which case he eats. Or he might feel tired, in which case he sleeps, etc. Emotional turmoil for a sage is not an issue. He is calmly clinical in all situations.
Ok, I understand that enlightenment is not emotional. To me emotions are gross, vulgar, however, isn’t that only because ones thoughts are gross and vulgar?
If one refines the intellect, does that not refine ones feelings to the point where they become non-tumultuous sensations? And do these great sensations and feelings not likewise refine the intellect? It is a cyclical process of refinement, no?
Extremely subtle yet great sensations and feelings, are they not always accompanied by extremely subtle yet great thinking, and is not great thinking born from great perception, and is not great perception born from great feeling?
Cory: For instance, if he decided to start having sex again, he would regress, no?
Kevin: No. Let's say our sage was one of only a few males on the planet, and the survival of the human race depended on him impregnating females. He might decide that, with the help of viagra, he can contribute to the survival of the human race. For an aspiring sage, however, this could be a real problem.
I know you said that you are not a perfectly enlightened Buddha Solway. In that case, if you had sex with a beautiful girl, how much do you think you would regress?
A few months ago, because I had deprived myself of sex for almost a year, I only felt the need to masturbate once a week - sometimes I could go without for two weeks without effort or discipline.
However, due to a circumstance I ended up having sex with some girl.
The following weeks after this sexual experience, my mind was much more filled with sexual thoughts. The desire to masturbate was present much more frequently.
These days I’m back up to 1-2 week intervals of masturbation without effort or discipline.
Cory: he is now controlled by and is at the mercy to the great feelings and sensations that are the inevitable outcome of being truthful no?
Kevin: Not really. Imagine how the Universe feels. That's how the sage feels.
Why not ask me to imagine how a toaster feels? Or a shoe?
The universe isn’t programmed to feel, to be truthful, to be conscious, it isn’t programmed to be aware, to know - - so I really don’t think its appropriate or helpful.
The sage is an organism, an instrument that is physically sensitive and perceptive. The universe, like a toaster or a shoe is not.
Kevin: An aspiring sage, however, periodically feels great bliss, when his ego is bathed, or injected, with the manna from heaven.
Do you mean ‘cold-tingly-blissful feelings of ecstasy?’
Yes, I am quite familiar with feelings of ecstasy that runs through the body or sometimes hovers and bathes the crown of ones head.
However, as I progress more and more I find that even ecstasy seems gross and generated by deluded thoughts.
They say that when Hitler would speak to a crowd, the young men in their 20’s who stood close to him would be filled with ecstasy and bliss because they felt like they were experiencing a manifestation of profound, profound significance.
Bi-polar, manic depressive types often report that before they fell into profound depression, they were focused on profundity, music and they were filled with great ecstasy, often on their crown and through their body.
What is your scientific explanation for this ‘manna from heaven?’
And do you equate it with my examples of ecstasy?
To me ecstasy seems to be some sort of distillation, or a chain reaction. Some central part of the brain sends out a charge, and that charge gets carried through many, many cells throughout the body. Just a theory.
Kevin: The sage is guided by the purpose he developed in his former life, rather than by what happens from moment to moment.
Cory: To be guided by what happens from moment to moment.....are you saying that this is only how the mediocre man functions?
Kevin: Yes. A "man of the senses" is controlled by his senses. He is controlled by food, and by sex, etc. He has no purpose or direction (this is of course "femininity", again).
A great man is guided by his internal compass, like an airline pilot who still knows clearly where he is going despite being in thick cloud. He has a bigger picture than what he sees through the windscreen.
This internal compass, does it have anything to do with an autistic sort of intelligence? Otto Weiniger said something about the genius being someone who knows everything without having to think or learn it externally.