Cory,
I checked out that website Scott.
Cool, glad to see people here actually read my posts.
Todays "Sivinanda Daily reading" was:
Saturday, June 10, 2006
WORSHIP
One can realise God through worship of murti (or idol). The worship of the Lord in saguna (concrete) form is a great aid for vedantic realisation also, and for the realisation of the Lord in His all-pervading, formless aspect. The worship of the murti is very essential for the purpose of concentration and meditation in the beginning......blah, blah, blah
What do you get out of this stuff Scott? Is there anything more feminine than worship?
I think it's along the same lines as reasoning...a means to an end, which is the realization of truth. Raja yogis use a mantra to bring the mind to one-pointedness, which is dropped so that there's room in the mind for truth to enter. Jnanis use enquiry and Vedanta to destroy illusions and bring the mind to the truth. Here, we use logic. But, I think to become perfectly enlightened, a combination of all different ways needs to take place. There has to be a FULL change of perception, on the physical/mental/emotional/spiritual/whatever else there is...levels. Does that make sense? To be perfectly enlightened, no stone is left unturned.
It may seem stupid to sit still and meditate on Om, go read Nisargadatta Maharaj, sing songs to God, then come on here and talk about absolute truth reached by logic. I think they're all definitely connected, though. It's all about surrendering yourself to the absolute. I could explain more what I mean, in more detail, if you want.
You claimed that it helped you realize you were a moron - but maybe its just helping you to replace one form of moronic conditioning with another form of moronic conditioning?
Maybe it is. So far I've been treating this all as a science, because truthfully, I don't know if this path leads anywhere. Perhaps it's just an endless sadhana, and perfect enlightenment or realization of the Self or knowing God is all just a myth. Maybe there is no such thing as Dharmameghasamadhi. I've given myself up to become a tester of these systems, because I'm sick of hearing people say things about this and not knowing if they're just deluding themselves or if they're actually speaking the truth. I do it for people like me, who really want to know and don't want to be fooled.
However, the website is quite stylish though. Very pretty pictures and nice sanskrit words.
I think it's a good thing it's attractive. I don't like looking at websites that are all jacked-up. It shows that the people who put it together don't care enough about it, and what would that say about the words contained within the website? Probably that the person who wrote it doesn't care enough about what they're writing about. It's the same as if someone doesn't make an effort to make sense, here on the forums. Might as well just skim over it, because they probably don't have anything worthwhile to say.
Do you believe in attaining an immortal cosmic consciousness scott?
I think it is perfect enlightenment.
I sure as hell would prefer it over the bleak picture that the QRS paints.
What's preferrable about it? What's different between cosmic consciousness and perfect enlightenment?
Considering the present habits I am in now, I would find it very difficult to get to bed early and to get up for 4am-6am meditation.
I don't meditate for 2 hours. There are always different recommendations as to what to do. I'm following the advice of an internet yogi, who is at
http://www.aypsite.org . In that system, I meditate twice a day for 20 minutes. The meditation recommended there is hearing "I am" or "Ayam" repeated in your mind, and coming back to it when your mind drifts. Even if there is no perfect enlightenment or cosmic consciousness, at least this gives my mind some rest time in my busy days. I've found that it helps me think clearly. It certainly helps stupid people learn how to discriminate: "This is not me listening to the sound of 'ayam' ". If you do it, you'll realize why I think it's a good addition to the thinking on this forum. It brings the whole person into logic, instead of them just conceptualizing in a compartment of their mind. While compartmentalizing your logic, you can still figure out absolute truth...but to live in that wisdom takes....not compartmentalizing your reasonings.
Like they say a lot, "reading books doesn't get you it, only practice does." So reading my ideas on this won't get you understanding. Actually trying meditation will. I suggest if you don't like meditation too much, just do it for 5 minutes whenever in your day. Then consider what I'm saying.
I'm sure, even if it doesnt lead to the happiness and bliss of Cosmic consciousness, that it would at least be a good habit to become accustomed to - at least biologically.
I thought about it when I first realized what I had to do in order to become perfectly enlightened. I was thinking, "Well, why sit there and zone out when I can just think about the truth?" I thought meditation was for people who are on a low level. Why meditate? Because a fire can't extinguish itself...that's why. An ego can't realize it's a delusion. I kept running into the glass door and falling over backwards. I kept thinking I was understanding the truth, then seeing that I'd go live a deluded life. I'd get pissed off at things...totally stuck in delusion. Still a stupid ego. Still not living the truth I'd reasoned out.
I don't know about happiness, bliss, cosmic consciousness...but I do know that this is necessary for me to do in order to reflect the truth.
Do you get where I'm coming from, Cory?