Woo! Damn! Now we’re gettin’ fired up. I think there is too much here for me to respond to at this moment, with my current time restraints, but I really like the shit talk and would love to further “our†understanding.
Exactly whom I’m talking about. The man who delve head first into all of the nastiness and brutality of existence. The man who faced life, got his hands dirty, experienced the shit, and transcended the shit, instead of pusillanimously hiding away in his room, abstinent, celibate, and totally detached from it. This is a man who connects to the spectrum of mankind, he knows the people inside and out, he knows humanity through authentic experience. Instead of striping away and ignoring everything that didn’t fit neatly into his little narrow-minded package, the package of what “one†person thinks it means to be enlightened. Dostoevsky knew the egoist and the spiritualist, nihilism and enlightenment, the cow and the cow herder, he knew the entire spectrum more thoroughly than you know just one of its manifestations.Are you talking about the man who was hopelessly addicted to gambling and repeatedly gnashed his teeth because he couldn't bring himself to believe in the Christian God?
Hell yeah! This profound sentiment just caused me to stare directly into my soul and understand my delusional ways. I’m glad you’re enlightened enough to say something like this. Unless of course you were joking, in which case you were absolutely effective because I laughed really hard and still have a smile lingering on my face. (Don't take offense David, I respect you immensely)Kierkegaard used to eat hundreds of Dostoevskys every day for breakfast.
Read more of his books. Start with the short story Dream of a Ridiculous Man, it should only take like 1/2 hour to read. I am afraid that you have barely scratched the surface on the genius that is Dostoevsky, and I will have plenty of time to smear that genius in your face as soon and you show more understanding of his oeuvre (how’s that for masculine DQ, do you like it). Just give me an example, quote Dostoevsky and show me his weaknesses. Gambling? That only proves his knowledge of seediness, and more so it shows his exploration of “chance†elements. Dostoevsky knew the spectrum, he knew the Tao. If you try and isolate one character and remove it from the spectrum (the totality) then you are ignoring Buddha’s parable about the parts of the wagon as opposed to the whole, and you are doing Dostoevsky (and yourself) a grave injustice.one of those individuals who entered a little way onto the road
You are talking about permanent states David. I never alluded to remaining in this state permanently. I acknowledge the "masculine" attributes that you idolize, but I only utilize those attributes when the specific occasion lends itself to that advantage. I was describing a type of Buddhist meditation. This is only half of my approach (that is the feminine half). KIERKEGAARD HIMSELF ENTERED THIS STATE. It suites your philosophy nicely to put everything " one way" indefinitely, but physical existence (or the Tao) doesn't work this way. How many times do I have to repeat: BOTH WAYS ARE NECESSARY, learn all of the tools and stop limiting yourself. You are the Kiekegaard expert. Please analyze these quotes and explain to me how he is NOT referring to the act of “letting goâ€.For you it seems to mean a passive consciousness that simply observes things without judgment - and yes, femininity is perfectly suited to this task. In fact, one would probably have to become as feminine as possible in order to best achieve this state.
DQ:The truth is a trap: you cannot get it without it getting you; you cannot get the truth by capturing it, only by it’s capturing you.
- Journal
The infinite resignation is the last stage prior to faith, so that one who has not made this movement has not faith; for only in the infinite resignation do I become clear to myself with respect to my eternal validity, and only then can there be any question of grasping existence by virtue of faith.
- Fear and Trembling
And how does God's existence emerge from the proof? Does it follow straightway, without any breach of continuity? Or do we have an analogy to the behavior of the little Cartesian dolls? As soon as I let go of the doll it stands on its head. As soon as I let it go, I must therefore let it go. So also with the proof. As long as I keep my hold on the proof, i.e., continue to demonstrate, the existence does not come out, if for no other reason that that I am engaged in proving it; but when I let the proof go, the existence is there. But this act of letting go is surely also something; it is indeed a contribution of mine. Must not this also be taken into account, this little moment, brief as it may be, it need not be long, for it is a leap.
- Philosophical Fragments
This contrasts with the idea of letting “the truth capture you� Do you disagree with Kiekegaard on this issue? Are you saying that you grasped the riddle of existence, and not the other way around? In which case you are right, you and I have different perspectives on enlightenment.For me, enlightenment means breakthing though the Zen Barrier and grasping the whole riddle of existence with a single grasp of thought.
I hardly live in a “cow-like†existence. I am not in love with any women and I have not had sex with a woman for 3 years. Let’s analyze the existence of a cow. He stands there and does nothing but fill his face with grass. Sounds more like a celibate recluse monk, than a 9-5 married man doesn't it? I hide from nothing that life has to offer and I immerse myself fully (but not emotionally or egotistically). One day I saw a beetle on its back squirming. I decided to sit down with the beetle and be there with it while it died. After an hour of squirming but not dying, I decided to flip the beetle onto its feet. It took a couple of steps then flipped itself onto its back. It suffered. Squirmed. Agonized. This continued for another three hours. Every once in a while I would try to flip it back to its feet but it never seemed to work. I laid on my back and stayed with that beetle all night long, and still it did not die. So I put it on a leaf and carried it to my room. The little bastard lived for another four days and I stayed awake those four days/nights meditating and watching it squirm on its back. That is when I made a final resolute decision in my life. Either I am going to live fully, or die fully. There is no in-between and I will not sit on my back and wait (like a cow would). This is also when a spiritual flash of the eternal enveloped my being and changed the nature of my consciousness. I still have an ego, but now it is only a tool, not my whole substance or the ruler of my consciousness. This is the second time I described my experience of enlightenment. You still haven’t responded to the first posting I made on this regard. viewtopic.php?t=1528&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0It's possibly because he isn't in love with women and isn't content to settle down into a cow-like existence.
Hmm… David Quinn it is funny you should say this. I described a hugely prominent Buddhist meditation technique called mindfulness. It seems that you’ve studied the philosophy of Buddhism but failed to study the practices. What exactly have you studied from Buddhism? Please explain to me how this is the opposite of Buddhahood.Again, this is cowhood, which is the opposite of Buddhahood.
These quotes do in fact confirm what I feel to be limited (flawed) observations, but notice how these quotes have no direct implications (either philosophical or practical) on how to obtain enlightenment or what enlightenment is like. Where as the quotes about death, faith, and most importantly "letting go of the Cartesian doll" more directly relate to the necessary process for obtainment. So I ask again, do you disagree with Kiekegaard on these issues.Since we are quoting Kierkegaard ....
Cory Patrick:
I stand to be corrected Cory, you do have experience and I see that you have immersed yourself in the spectrum of existence. I agree with you. There is no hope of finding inner contentment and fulfillment through another human being, regardless of their gender. The fallacies and limitations you found in women I find equally in my relationships with men. That is why I don’t rely on others to find completion, I am complete within myself and always have been (but prevented myself from realizing it). Once you find inner completion (if you have not already) the ego sickness of others should have no bearing on you, in fact your example might just help them overcome their sickness (unless of course you hide from them, abstain from their company, and become a celibate from humanity). And you just might find that there are in fact women with self-awareness, true substance, philosophical understanding, and spiritual enlightenment (I have been fortunate enough to meet such a woman in my lifetime, a chi healer/acupuncturist, but I knew her as a teacher, not as a lover)If a woman were to be intellectual and bearable, she would have to be concerned with overcoming the sex drive, base emotions, vanity, worldliness - she would have to like serious philosophy.
Otherwise she is a spider, and you; the fly.