This sounds similar to what I have been through. I'll tell you what I've found: doubt, samsara, faith, finiteness, problem-solving, stopping problem-solving, worldliness - they are all pefect expressions of Reality. It doesn't matter what you do or what you think, or what you gain or what you lose, Reality just is. You can step back into worldliness, Reality is. You try to follow QSR, Reality is. See? There is nothing to doubt, there is no need for faith when you realize that Reality simply is.
Not needing faith, and needing faith, are both “expressions of Reality†- yes? But obviously having "no need for faith" is more important to you than having faith - how does this work in your Reality that just "is"?
Are you advising Kelly to continue doubting, searching and questioning; even though you have concluded that there is nothing to doubt, search for, or question? How did you arrive at this idea? If not through doubting, searching, and questioning - was it through faith?You can continue doubting, you can continue searching, you can continue questioning: these are all still perfect expressions of Reality, Reality still is.
Again – how did you arrive at this conclusion – did you once doubt these things yourself?What is existence composed of for you at this very moment? Thoughts, sensual perceptions, emotions, physical sensations etc etc: how can you doubt this? The very core of your existence, every direct sensation, perception, thought: how can you doubt these?
So, even though you are still experiencing doubts, you have decided to just ignore them, and carry on regardless?Even when you have doubt: you cannot doubt that you are experiencing doubt. There is truly nothing to doubt.
Sue