Well, let's not get
too lovey-dovey now...
I
AM an ego and
egolessness is simply not a goal of mine.
Naturally, I resist the reductive, psychologizing manouvre: to reduce a notion of a divine intelligence (and yes, you have to be quick and agile with your metaphors!) to
merely a projection of parent. In order to say this, it might not be recognized, there is needed a Freud to have seen it like that. (And to see Freud means to see (and hopefully to understand) context and the contextual). Though to a certain, perhaps even to a great extent it may, of course, be true. We have to deal with the Parent thing...
But, in order to understand ourselves as 'products of the West', and by that I mean Mediterranean beings: that amalgam of ideas, that phenomenal melding of visions and understandings that is the long and painstaking communication between Rome, Greece, Judea and Alexandria, we cannot simply wipe it all off the board (unless you are a willful, uneduated, Australian hick and if so, well, I guess you can do any goddammed thing you want...)
;-) [sheepish, impish,
complicit, grin].
I should not---in this new chairscuro of 'loving kindness'---take another pot-shot at Ole Dennis but yet it is unavoidable: in order to understand who we are as occidental persons, and to understand even why we are engaged in this particular conversation (which arises from our context and cannot be separated from it!), we have to undertand what made us what we are; what are the building blocks with which we have constructed ourselves. This idea (I have been made to understand with a certain unstudied persistance) is untenable because it means:
- 'One' would have to be willing to 1) know oneself (not just to mouth the phrase), 2) not jettison irresponsibly the work of countless generations of men---people---who have given their lives to translating their vision into conceptual models that could be related, bequeathed, communicated (and thus live), 3) continue to work with the metaphors (pathways for defining 'truth'), but in a new way, with a renewed spirit.
That is what I meant when I spoke of trying to find a strong or semi-solid place within the self and from that position taking up the lenses of perception and conception of our language---but to throw away nothing!
I suggest *once again* that my beloved interlocutor (*kiss-kiss, hug-hug*) gives evidence of a sort of violence directed against a part of himself, something he seems to desire to eradicate and to replace with a layed-over perceptual system: Zennish pseudo-Buddhism. I suggest that this is an expression of a culture-wide nihilism and that its 'causes' can be discovered in a species of rebellion (and many good things do come out of rebellion when it wises-up).
I suggest again that it is nearly exactly the same manoeuvre that the QRS attempt, and I also suggest it is attempted because of a deep-seated
ressentiment directed
against the self. Because this is so, these unconscious motivators, it seems, never *serve* us and it seems they end up trying us in knots, knots we are forced usually later in life
to untie, but as long as it all remains unconscious, progress is hampered).
To understand, in our own selves, the notion of 'God' (Father, director of the cosmos, originator of the universe of time-space-being), we have to have a dialogue with 'Judea' since, in very point of fact, these ideas, these metaphors, these allusions, have been built into us and weave in and out of all our cultural and social traditions. Even if we might want to erase them or to scratch them out, it simply does not happen like that. 'The world' (in that local sense), it seems, will not progress until it has come to terms with the meaning behind the meaning, 'the god behind the god' (I am borrowing my own terms!), and until we have really delved into the sense that we all carry, in one way or another, of being *originated*. You could indeed explore it through very basic (infantilistic) notions of Ma and Pa, since those are installed facts within the fibre of our being and are
NEVER eradicated. Indeed, that is a part of it. But there are other dimensions too: a vision that arises in man whereby he *sees* into the very fabric of reality and perceives an awesome force toward which he has no choice but to turn. That experience can become an experience quite liberated of the terrible and terrifying HaShem (Jehovah) as is pictured in the OT.
But on another level, the New Vision, or the
reVision, re-explains the Old Vision in a new light.
- We live in an old chaos of the sun,
Or old dependancy of day and night,
Or island solitude, unsponsored, free,
Of that wide water, inescapable.
---Wallace Stevens, 'Sunday Morning'