GENIUS FORUMS

Tomas wrote:.

Pardon the lateness of responding...

-Beingof1-
I have been studying why relationships involving sex become a mutual love/hate split.

-tomas-
Mine has been going strongest for 40 plus years with no end in sight. I've not thought about cheating in all those years. When one has the best - why concern oneself with another? A mutual friend of ours has asked why I didn't seed my girlfriend's twin sister (as she has been barren during her child-bearing years) to which was replied: it would have meant that I would have the responsibility of sisters being rivals for my affections. Just doesn't equate from my line of reasoning. The girlfriend had thought about that in her early 40s when we had our last one, but put it off as her sister & mate had adopted several as their own.

Of natural-course there are disagreements about trivial and non-trivial matters but the overall picture had been placed in motion by mutual respect from our wonderful, understanding fathers. They had both been around-the-block with multiple "girlfriends" before they settled down to marry virgins (our mothers) and that was that. We both were provided with sit-down, birds-and-bees talk, at age 13 so we were allowed to see life from a better perspective than the public school kids who we would have gotten a different slant on real life from.

-Beingof1-
Lack of trust becomes paramount.

-tomas-
Apocrapha -- Sirach 7:19 Do not deprive yourself of a wise
and good wife, for her charm is worth more than gold.

-Beingof1-
We cannot put our faith in another human as this will set us up to fail.

-tomas-
Sure, it's to work on every waking moment. (the devil -judgment- is in the details)

-Beingof1-
Where do we trust?

-tomas-
Apocrapha Sirach 6:14-17 .. A faithful friend is a sturdy shelter: he that has found one has found a treasure. There is nothing so precious as a faithful friend, and no scales can measure his excellence. A faithful friend is an elixir of life; and those who fear the Lord will find him. Whoever fears the Lord directs his friendship aright, for as he is, so is his neighbor also.

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dejavu wrote:

...if you see the face of true madness....you better be well equipped with advanced weapons (or an advanced imagination).

My imagination is fine for me, but the madness of others remains open. I had a very violent and bloody nightmare a year or so ago where I had to murder two nuts bent on killing me, one of my brothers, and my parents. The horrible thing about it is that they were quite prepared to die, and their own pain excited them.

In the end it is a question of advanced imagination but look...this world....is infused with life.
i once tried an experiment. I tried to evoke mathematical formulas in my subjective field (outside of myself like in the walls or floor). If this is the cosmic memory or whatver you want to call it..call it akasha or tripfield hahaha that i am seeing...then if i project the hologram a+b = x in the wall and it is a success...then in the future this re-appears in another wall as x = c but what striked me most when i tried it is that it is accompanied by an alien or a grey. In the end..."x" has to be specified or the brain won't know what the symbol means..it could stand for variable or "x marks the spot" or whatever or else it wouldn't be a hologram. the possibilities are endless and this field is very interesting. Symbols are carriers. If i would see demons because i read (in the past) a lot of mythology or religious mumbojumbo and... If i leave these faces alone and i condition myself with math...then demons are symbols..logical no ?...but...don't ask me where he (the grey) comes from...I read Valdemar Valerian's matrix books (afterwards) (not all of it but for reference purposes) but in the end it is a belief system...maybe a good one i don't know..like an adequate model for geniuses...but i remain skeptical...maybe this holds the true answers back...thus..the answer was wrong..but there is something...this is the key ! thinking without thinking..just waiting for the answer to come along on a moment (in the subjective luminant matrix) when you don't expect it.

That's all fine, but one could wait their lifetime away!

dejavu: You mean to say that mind-altering drugs can have permanent consequences?

Manatron: I do not doubt the fact that you know this is true.
If you are asking me if i do drugs..then i must say no hard drugs...i smoke a joint occasionaly but this is always in function of creativity and not entertainment. In the past i tried some cocaïne but the experience was not positive....it was a one-time experiment and i didn't like it.
For the rest no...no psychedelics such as LSD or other heavy shit. I did mushrooms once with my ex-girlfriend and we fucked our way to India. By this i mean i experienced the sex of an indian princess while she is not indian. Was it her or did i incarnate in some lucky servant somewhere in the past..hahahah no no...neutrosophy explains everything. My point is that i am no addict and relatively meaningful associations. This last sentence doesn't make sense and i am aware of it. Maybe i like formal logic like someone who is bad in ordinary language...in the end this is also common for logicians and mathematicians...and for addicts..its a fact. Its your choice how you will define me. If the point of your quote was "fishing drug-memories in manatron" then India is a nice place. Russia also...athletic.
But look...i used other means to get me this far and i don't believe i can equate my experiences with an ordinary LSD trip. I would not know what LSD feels like...but i can imagine it...i use brainwave entrainment...i have been using it for 5 years almost every day. The first year it won't work...but it is like a medicine....it takes a certain amount of time for the full effect. Be careful of brainwave entrainment..but..in the end it is harmless if you don't have the discipline and especially the time for meditation..me..i have all the time in the world...and just enough money to survive. Me in a factory ? hahahaha are you kidding ? ......................no i am not ;)

Time after time after time...We're all time addicts! I'm going to have to use magic!

.....but the madness of others remains open. .....one of my brothers, and my parents. The horrible thing about it is that they were quite prepared to die, and their own pain excited them.

Time after time after time...We're all time addicts! I'm going to have to use magic!

Alex T. Jacob wrote:[It's me: golf-whisperer, aka: slightly defective number. Don't know if this does or does not have relevancy but it came on the scene when chasing back Olga Smith/Russian. I don't know, but if the mystery is not, somehow, contained and expressed in numbers, then what? Consider for example: weird, almost-perfect, perfect and superperfect numbers. Rain, rain, falling down, all across mycelium town/ Did you did you did you see? And what should all that mean to me? Simple simple simple pi all across the diamond sky]

Alex T. Jacob wrote:[♪♪♪All I know is something like a bird within her sang,
All I know she sang a little while and then flew on,
Tell me all that you know, I'll show you snow and rain.

If you hear that same sweet song again, will you know why?
Anyone who sings a tune so sweet is passin' by,
Laugh in the sunshine, sing, cry in the dark, fly through the night.

Don't cry now, don't you cry, don't you cry anymore.
Sleep in the stars, don't you cry, dry your eyes on the wind.

All I know is something like a bird within her sang,
All I know she sang a little while and then flew off,
Tell me all that you know, I'll show you snow and rain.♪♪♪]

Jufisimo: I [golf-whisperer] corrected your link: The Illusion of God

Who elses cloak have you stole pieces of cloth from and adapted as patches of leaves to cover that within you which was not yours?

Beingof1 wrote:Jufa:

Who elses cloak have you stole pieces of cloth from and adapted as patches of leaves to cover that within you which was not yours?

Is this a metaphor of the Garden of Eden? If so, it is clever and revealing.

Eve must be rescued by Adam by going back into the garden in a state of innocence once again reclaimed by and through holiness. Innocence has no choice, it must eat from the tree of knowledge and thereby experience a death state.

Holiness has experienced knowledge and is educated. It remains in the unconditioned state unless confronted by consequences. If one is able to see and predict the results of all action, thought, and words spoken and written, one is able to make the choice of holiness and transcend. You eat of the other tree in the garden, the tree of life eternal.

To make a fully informed decision is to know the consequences of your action. This is not always possible to the conscious mind and so, we TRUST OUR HEART. Most do not trust their very own heart and instead, rely on the tricksy mind games of the voice of thought downloaded into our brain from childhood. It was put there by the only God we knew at the time, usually our parents. These superior beings in size (looking out from the land of the giants) as all grown ups are to children, are engulfed in the term `sin`.

We are born in innocence into a world corrupted by sin, worldliness, attachment, ego, evil - whatever.

Salvation is a return to innocence in a state of wisdom known as holiness whereby our will and intent is the betterment of all in our relationships. As a gift - we transcend into something more than we could imagine, beyond humanity.