Unidian,
Jason:So searching for ultimate reality is actually part of ultimate reality, I just didn't realize it at the time.
Unidian: Yes, I wouldn't object to that. But I don't call it "ultimate reality." I also don't imply "ultimate reality" by calling it "ordinary reality." I call it whatever it is in the present moment. Right now, it's "banging on keyboard with fan blowing and annoying Fear Factor TV show in background."
I agree, and you make a good point, and I just see it as a different way that each of us has decided is the best way to communicate these issues. There is a decent case for not referring to it as ultimate reality. The bit about it being simply what is "right now" is absolutely spot on with me.
U: These concepts such as "ultimate reality" and "ordinary reality" are what the Tao Te Ching asks us to un-learn. Everything is ultimate reality. Everything is ordinary reality. The two are one. Everything is what it is.
I agree with this, but I don't want to pretend that nothing at all has changed, because I do now possess a conceptual(at least) understanding that I previously did not have, so there is certainly some difference.
J: If there is no longer a conceptual distinction, is there any distinction at all? If so, what? It seems to me, that the fact the you speak of an awakening means there must be a distinction of some sort. You must at least have concepts in your mind about having come to the end of your search.
U: I'm using concepts to communicate, but that doesn't me an they arise in my mind when I'm not communicating. If I'm sitting outside staring at a tree, I'm just staring at a tree. What concepts arise here? Which ones need to? I don't even have to think "tree" to stare at a tree, although I do have to use the tree concept to communicate this experience to anyone else.
Yes, but when you're talking to me about having had an awakening then certain concepts are arising in your head about having had an awakening. The concepts that help to underpin my realization aren't constantly in my conscious mind, but whenever I think or talk about the nature of reality or my realization they tend to arise.
There is this problem that I've seen in some people who make some of the claims that you do(and I do), where they assert that they have realized the truth, yet they then go on to assert that literally
nothing has changed. This seems like it is either dishonest or, more likely, lacking in mental clarity. I don't know that you are actually doing this, because I'm not sure I fully understand your position yet, so it could just be a difference in the way we express things.
There must be an change of some sort which occurs to differentiate between the state of "before realization" and the state of "after realization". You(and I) claim we are "after realization"(or words to that effect). In my case, "after realization" is distinguished(partly) by having certain concepts and memories in my mind. Not that these concepts themselves are ultimate reality. All I want to know is, do you agree with that? Do you have certain concepts and/memories which are necessary for the continued existence of your realization?
I hope my interrogation isn't annoying you, cos I really think we might be in agreement about all this, and it excites me to find others.
U: "Awakening" is one of those god-awful religious terms that gives people all sorts of unproductive ideas. I only mentioned it because it's still marginally better than "enlightenment." But better still is "un-learning," a term Taoism uses. When we un-learn all unnecessary distinctions, we aren't bothered with such things anymore. The mind becomes quiet.
Or, more realistically, we are no longer consciously reinforcing our unnecessary distinctions all the time. It can still take quite a while for the subconscious mind to settle down, re-wire itself, and start adjusting to the new approach.
What you seem to be talking about is the negative aspect, if you will, the withering away of the old and incorrect concepts and questions. But surely that can only occur in the presence of positive aspects, the correct concepts which were necessary to show that the old concepts were incorrect in the first place.
Of course, as the old incorrect concepts weaken and die off, the new concepts don't have to take such a conscious place, as they work their way more and more into the subconscious area of your mind. So I agree that part of the process is an end to the continual attempts to figure out what reality "really" is.
But on the other hand, if all you do is forget the incorrect concepts, and have no correct concepts to take teir place, you would effectively become ignorant again, you would become like you were before philosophy had entered your mind, and you could potentially take up the entire journey again. You must have some correct concepts stored somewhere in your head to stop this occuring. I suppose a subconscious understanding could prevent you making the journey again.
I'm not sure I know what you mean by "unnecessary distinctions".
U: That's why (in my view), a lot of younger types like myself still screw up a lot more than one might expect. Even when the conscious part of the "un-learning" process is over, there's a lot of stuff lingering below that can really only be dissolved by time.
It's really all just psychology. Thank heavens the Western psychological industry hasn't really caught on, or they'd regulate it and you'd have to have a license to practice Zen.
I think I know what you mean here, I find myself very easily regressing back to the ideas from the later(but incomplete) stages of my philosophical journey, especially when I get in discussions on this forum. I find I have to consciously refocus myself on exactly what I finally realized at the end of the journey. I still mess it up at times and include things in these conversations that I shouldn't. I put it down to habit, and a lack of total integration of my realization. When I'm focused I realize just how little I really have to say, the truth I found is so utterly simple and straightforward.
J: The sense that I get from you, is that your realization is about a certain amount of exclusion, such as the exclusion of attachment to concepts and the exclusion of a conceptual overlay. Maybe it's just the way you're explaining it, but I think we differ about this. All I say is: ultimate reality is right here dummy! That's it. As long as you know that, you've got it, at least to some depth of understanding - it may alter your subconcious and so forth after you know it for a while. Although you might have to have been on a serious search for truth for it to have any real meaning, impact or worth.
U: I'm no longer interested in "ultimate reality," dummy! :)
It's not about excluding anything, but rather including everything in "emptiness," as Nagarjuna and other sources point to. Everything is dependently-arisen and empty of inherent existence, including all concepts. Even emptiness is empty, so things are just as they appear, nothing more, nothing less.
I'd have to slightly reword that to "things are just as they are." Because, to me, the reference to "appereance" has connotations that suggests that everything is appearance. I also prefer to go in the other direction with "emptiness", because to me it is intuitively and experientially more correct to describe my existence in postive terms, so I would tend to go for something like "wholy complete" or "full".
U: A=A. The tree is conceptualized as "the tree" because we distinguish it from everything else. Tree is generally a useful distinction for various purposes, such as acquiring firewood. Ego (inherently-existing separate self) is an example of a distinction that is generally not useful, so we can choose to stop consciously reinforcing it.
Unfortunately I see a possibly disagreement here. A=A means, to me, that whatever is, simply is. I also call it suchness. To suggest that there are specific and inherent outcomes from A=A, like your idea of the non-inherent existence of the ego and the tree, really seems to miss the mark.
You seem to be saying that things lacking inherent existence is a fundamental truth.
I am saying that the single fundamental truth is "things are just as they are". So yes you can go ahead and think that things lack inherent existence, just don't mistake that for the fundamental truth of reality which is "things are just as they are."
Although the problem I am seeing might simply a product of your particular choice of words. I wish we could just trade direct thoughts so we didn't have these communication issues.
J: Come on, I am also one of those people who is plagued by the philosophical urge, and there is no way I'd be saying I only invested five dollars in the search for ultimate reality. Come on. I invested more like almost my entire lifes savings.
U: I think it's kind of pointless to have a pissing contest about this, but if it's somehow helpful to you, I guess I could clarify. I'm not talking about 5 years of playing around, but 5 years of full-time thought 8-12 hours a day most days, allowing for occasional sabbaticals to spend the whole day playing video games or whatever. Before that, it was maybe only 2-4 hours a day for several more years. I'm happily unemployed since age 24, and I'm 32 now. :)
I didn't mean to make it a pissing contest, it's just that I threw almost my entire life into this quest for truth, it took over my existence. Saying that you invested five dollars into the endeavour made is sound like you didn't put much into it.
I'm unemployed too.
U: Thanks for the responses and the opportunity to babble.
No worries, but I hardly consider it babble, I am engrosed in this conversation. Please don't tell me you're going to stop with it, I want to know more about your "un-learning".