GENIUS FORUMS

I appreciate what you said. However things are always complicated and I wanted to get away from that to erase it but I was at the time actually behind a fence and nobody as far as I could tell would have been able to comprehend that one a non-ill person is in this compound and two why should they help me. Mentall illness is feared. On top of that I had to put on a face and not rebel against the medication just to get out. Their deception has the power to destroy individuals in a weakened state if they don't have somebody to rely on. I could have attempted an escape but I had foot problems that would have been problematic if forced to walk for miles and miles. It's a sad testament that they think their bullying works and not love and understanding.

I think you have some awareness and I applaud that and I think I actually feel great now. Love is such a powerful force that I think it can heal the mentally ill and spark life again like it was as a child.

I appreciate what you said. However things are always complicated and I wanted to get away from that to erase it but I was at the time actually behind a fence and nobody as far as I could tell would have been able to comprehend that one a non-ill person is in this compound and two why should they help me. Mentall illness is feared. On top of that I had to put on a face and not rebel against the medication just to get out. Their deception has the power to destroy individuals in a weakened state if they don't have somebody to rely on. I could have attempted an escape but I had foot problems that would have been problematic if forced to walk for miles and miles. It's a sad testament that they think their bullying works and not love and understanding.

Been there, done that.
not the same.
different version.
trapped.
I was trapped in a marraige.


I call it bondage.

and spark life again like it was as a child.

that represents freedom for you I suppose.

samsara means experiencing the cycle of bondage/freedom.

what looks like a freedom possibility one day turns out to have a bondage possibility later.

and I think I actually feel great now

you've got the mood right, now you need wisdom to stabilise the mood otherwise you'll keep walking into traps.

DM,

I'm sorry! I haven't really been keeping up with the prelimenary convos' on GF.

In all actuality. I've called on Latzu. Who is 'He?' I don't know. Maybe, he wrote the 'art' of War. Anything, that pertains to knowledge is either a gifted power trip or a surge of 'negativity.' The 'question' I might ask is where are you at in life? I've developed a genius scheme to tell whether I'm on the right path or not. Simple. I place the word, " World" and pronounce it backwards. " Dlorw" Now. What isn't so fascinating about your little world is that that you have penetrated a world of walls around that front you're putting up and that you are pretty 'beat' down about your marriage break up! How did I know this? You 'seek' what you can destroy; welp! GF. Your trash is my treasure...

I seek 'weath' ' health' and 'happiness' is somewhat of a conviction of mine. After, 30 years of age I found my happiness. You choose to destroy every conversation because [you] are the conversation. A little riddle of mine. I don't ever take things for granted. Sorry! I've been lost in oblivion. I've sought to be like Latzu. He is. Taking me a little closer to a brave new world.

Counsciously, I am aware of my body. However, a few years ago I was engaged in a soul-searching truth. What is the 'point' of life. You seek enlightenment. I will show you...not, just truth but entity. You know, I've been lurking around the truth of the world. Now, I'm going to place the word " Dlrow" and search for a new word.

' The world is a vampire; set the cage..despite all my rage; I still feel like a rat in a 'cage"

Smashing Pumkins.

Your conclusion here,

Anything, that pertains to knowledge is either a gifted power trip or a surge of 'negativity.'

is that a gifted power trip
or
a surge of 'negativity'

=)

In all my works of art I found nothing more assertive than bringing back what is legality. My past is the present known artifact that I presume makes me a better human being..." Yeah, though, I walk through the valley of the shadow of death..." This was written in a psalm. I seek to understand the universe without seeking to undermine it.
It is the totality that grasps what? Attention GF. I am a gifted child. I was born to know. Just, because, A=A doesn't mean I can't abuse it like I have been.
I am imortal self. I am a quantumn of everything. To define me would be a great land slide. I'm not on here to teach you...but, to listen! And, understand more about myself. Today, I realize a lot. Tommorrow I realize the totality.

Face it. You can't cover everthing. Nobody is perfect. The greatness of mankind starts with [you]. You have the power to change your destiny. You have the power.