(Hello too) Leyla, who writes:
It is on this basis, in fact, that I have found it difficult to conceive of such a thing as an "emotionless individual." or, fully enlightened Buddha. But, if I twist my thinking a little bit, I can see that this state -- when constant -- is different to the consideration of emotional responses to events/situations. It is seamless and unchanging. Does it then qualify as an emotion, per se? It would if one were to experience it momentarily in contrast to the experience of an array of other emotions.
Since "emotion(s)" is in itself one of those hot-button words to most here (like "compassion"), it needs both its distance and recovery to get conversational workability.
On the distance side of things, anyone who has done work on the nature/'death' of ego understands how many of these feelings are dissolved when the ego, too, is exposed for its pitifully clinging nature. I have not found it to "end" all feeling, but I have found it to permit these clinging-style feelings to
move, and when they do, they move quickly, away. They are freed-up, so to speak, and when well-freed, they move so fast as to escape overly conscious register -- and like all sicknessess and obsessions exposed, one is eventually uninterested in their conjuring and nursing them at all. One is not required to stop and examine this or that little or not-so-little ping (including the ones gratifying to ego) in an effort to recover the offended or drunkenly pleased ground of ego, or to justify same.
The so-called 'death' of ego is not the death of all sentiency (
feeling). This is how I have meant
refinement. Like you mention, anger can become a "state" just as "placidity" or "serenity." It is not the state that is objected to, but the quality of the feeling attached to it. This would be on the recovery side of things.
But then, I am not this enlightened person styled here in the fundamentals of the forum. At the present, I have refined my feeling and my understanding -- enough to where I can pretty immediately identify the nature of a sensation as belonging to protective ego, and in that same split second, I am done with it; it has been permitted to move along; I am not interested in fussing and clinging there. In this process, less and less is necessary to consciously register at all. But all feeling does not "go away." I would very much be interested to speak to this 'perfectly enlightened' person for whom all feeling, all sentiency has been destroyed. It is notable that no one here can style themselves that way. It is equally notable to identify how much refinement is going on.
But then, a 'woman' talking about 'feelings' has little chance of being
heard here in a refined way, too!
The thing I have been curious about is the rabid and rapid distance from
all feeling that presents itself in the fundamentals here. In all my readings of the teaching of Buddha, I get plenty of sense of the nature of clinging and a vision beyond the other side of this, but I do not get a picture of the unremitting and aggressive
destruction of all feeling as it is represented here. This is not what I see or feel reading the Buddha's life or teachings. I see instead a heightened sentiency, a refined one, that can take in more (if not all) of the workings of things. [Place "compassion" here.]
I am curious if these are one of those necessary distances in association, or, recoveries from sappy and drunken new-age things, or, all things remotely thought feminine that is deemed the only possible way by the fundamentals of the forum. I am also curious if later teaching or schools of thought are what is influencing the uncompromising distance from all human sentiency/feeling here, or if this is original interpretation, or Buddhism-hybridized, by the folks presenting and teaching these things on the forum. And my curiosity is not the confrontational kind.