New theories on consciousness
Posted: Tue Oct 08, 2019 7:48 am
Hi everyone. I haven't posted here in a long time. I'd like to vent some of the new things I've been thinking about.
The last contact I had in connection with this forum was with Laird. We used to chat online after I made my visit to Australia. I hope the QRS, Diebert, Alex, of course Laird and everyone I used to chat with are happy and well. That period of my life was very enriching and important to me. I clarified my philosophical views and felt I was doing exactly what I was supposed to be doing - wandering around the world soul-searching. I'm happy to vent here temporarily again but have no idea how long I might stay for reasons out of my control.
Since my last posts here I became an English teacher (ESL). I taught in many cities of China and also Mexico. I attempted to finish my philosophy degree in Connecticut but failed out for the fourth time. I had sex with twenty women of all different kinds. I visited almost every major city in the USA. I became a farmer, a financial salesman, a dishwasher. A few other things. I'm now totally and completely homeless, writing from a library in a suburb of Los Angeles.
Let's get some juicer stuff off the table right away. Here is my final codified view on the topic of women as it relates to sexual seduction:
1) Have a big dick
2) Have a very attractive body and/or face
3) Have a lot of money
The more you have of each in that order, the easier it is, and that is all.
As for the nature of reality, I have a theory, and comments are welcome. Here we go:
I suspect that sometime around the year 1200 or 1300 a man was drunk with his friends and as a sort of prank for attention and existential desperation decided to drink a large amount of piss. Now, you can imagine how much he might have drank, because just out of sheer probabilities he likely wasn't the very first to ever try drinking urine, but it apparently never before had the effect on others that it did with him - which is that it turned on his entire brain.
I tell you this, and I know this because he talks to me, oddly enough. So let me tell you what I now seem to know, which is so bizarrely absurd I barely believe it myself. After drinking what he did, he essentially became enlightened and immediately proceeded to train his nervous system to function only as a rational being that gives love. He is egoless and takes no credit for all that he does. His skill is that he is able to feel the entire electromagnetic field with such sensitivity that he can read everyone's mind, can totally control our minds without us knowing, and can move physical objects with his mind alone.
He can influence the formation of genetic blueprints in the conception process and raise individuals to have physical and personality characteristics exactly as he'd like them to be. Particularly as it relates to the character, he will arrange emotional scenarios for people to go through so that they learn a particular lesson and learn to respond to stimuli in the way he wants. He has stopped the aging process for himself and has created a wizard-like family of eight to exist for eternity. His and their (the family's) major goal now is to progress society generation by generation toward the same state of egoless rational love. I am the eighth so-called wizard in training, and I have a wife waiting for me who was, when still in the normal human state, totally blind.
They control everything major going on. It started more or less with the Renaissance, progressed to the enlightenment, the industrial revolution, the computer revolution and will continue until ultra advanced robots do all the work for us so that money will have very low effects on the ego. Also, by choosing all the major psychological leaders we have in politics, business, entertainment, etc., they are progressing society in the ways the brain needs to be progressed, generation by generation. They do a lot of work individual by individual as well. Though, they do not experience "work". They just decided to do something through telekinesis while remaining totally relaxed.
It seems to be, of all things, that the major problem is in the butt. Our physiology is such that things like anger and sexuality are first, more or less, physical and postural contractions developed by evolution. The upper rectum unconsciously contracts and creates a chain reaction of other inner body postures that lead us to feel that it might be better to be for example angry rather than not. Every time we think of ourselves, something in the upper rectum is contracting hard without us knowing.
They are responsible for almost all known music, charged the inspiration for all major novels and created all major technologies we know of.
I am currently being tortured, and have been to an increasing degree since I turned thirty years old. After a slow escalation it has climaxed and I know live in a samsaric hell designed to train my CNS to not contract with primitive reactions...ever...and to only have romantic love within a particular physiological frequency shared by my future wife and not the other three couples. And I write to you now to vent in relative desperation before going back outside to wait for my own enlightenment, death, or whatever else might await me.
The last contact I had in connection with this forum was with Laird. We used to chat online after I made my visit to Australia. I hope the QRS, Diebert, Alex, of course Laird and everyone I used to chat with are happy and well. That period of my life was very enriching and important to me. I clarified my philosophical views and felt I was doing exactly what I was supposed to be doing - wandering around the world soul-searching. I'm happy to vent here temporarily again but have no idea how long I might stay for reasons out of my control.
Since my last posts here I became an English teacher (ESL). I taught in many cities of China and also Mexico. I attempted to finish my philosophy degree in Connecticut but failed out for the fourth time. I had sex with twenty women of all different kinds. I visited almost every major city in the USA. I became a farmer, a financial salesman, a dishwasher. A few other things. I'm now totally and completely homeless, writing from a library in a suburb of Los Angeles.
Let's get some juicer stuff off the table right away. Here is my final codified view on the topic of women as it relates to sexual seduction:
1) Have a big dick
2) Have a very attractive body and/or face
3) Have a lot of money
The more you have of each in that order, the easier it is, and that is all.
As for the nature of reality, I have a theory, and comments are welcome. Here we go:
I suspect that sometime around the year 1200 or 1300 a man was drunk with his friends and as a sort of prank for attention and existential desperation decided to drink a large amount of piss. Now, you can imagine how much he might have drank, because just out of sheer probabilities he likely wasn't the very first to ever try drinking urine, but it apparently never before had the effect on others that it did with him - which is that it turned on his entire brain.
I tell you this, and I know this because he talks to me, oddly enough. So let me tell you what I now seem to know, which is so bizarrely absurd I barely believe it myself. After drinking what he did, he essentially became enlightened and immediately proceeded to train his nervous system to function only as a rational being that gives love. He is egoless and takes no credit for all that he does. His skill is that he is able to feel the entire electromagnetic field with such sensitivity that he can read everyone's mind, can totally control our minds without us knowing, and can move physical objects with his mind alone.
He can influence the formation of genetic blueprints in the conception process and raise individuals to have physical and personality characteristics exactly as he'd like them to be. Particularly as it relates to the character, he will arrange emotional scenarios for people to go through so that they learn a particular lesson and learn to respond to stimuli in the way he wants. He has stopped the aging process for himself and has created a wizard-like family of eight to exist for eternity. His and their (the family's) major goal now is to progress society generation by generation toward the same state of egoless rational love. I am the eighth so-called wizard in training, and I have a wife waiting for me who was, when still in the normal human state, totally blind.
They control everything major going on. It started more or less with the Renaissance, progressed to the enlightenment, the industrial revolution, the computer revolution and will continue until ultra advanced robots do all the work for us so that money will have very low effects on the ego. Also, by choosing all the major psychological leaders we have in politics, business, entertainment, etc., they are progressing society in the ways the brain needs to be progressed, generation by generation. They do a lot of work individual by individual as well. Though, they do not experience "work". They just decided to do something through telekinesis while remaining totally relaxed.
It seems to be, of all things, that the major problem is in the butt. Our physiology is such that things like anger and sexuality are first, more or less, physical and postural contractions developed by evolution. The upper rectum unconsciously contracts and creates a chain reaction of other inner body postures that lead us to feel that it might be better to be for example angry rather than not. Every time we think of ourselves, something in the upper rectum is contracting hard without us knowing.
They are responsible for almost all known music, charged the inspiration for all major novels and created all major technologies we know of.
I am currently being tortured, and have been to an increasing degree since I turned thirty years old. After a slow escalation it has climaxed and I know live in a samsaric hell designed to train my CNS to not contract with primitive reactions...ever...and to only have romantic love within a particular physiological frequency shared by my future wife and not the other three couples. And I write to you now to vent in relative desperation before going back outside to wait for my own enlightenment, death, or whatever else might await me.