Donna's blog

[Queen Solomon 1]

Back in 2007, I met Kevin Storr on a dating site called Plenty of Fish. We enjoyed each others writing ability, he had technical writing and I was writing my first book. We became great friends and spent nine good years together. But, the reason for this brief message today is to tell you a horror story which happened to me on Plenty of Fish. This one day while looking for Kevin on their website, this ugly thing appeared right in front of my screen and the thing talked to me right from where it was, on the other side of the screen. I looked at the thing to see if it was a mask he had on, but I'm 99.99 % certain it wasn't a mask, the thing was not human. It said to me "What's the matter, don't you like what you see?" I replied well, no I don't like what I see at all. And the thing just vanished. It's voice was whiny and devilish. And God as my witness knows this truth. I can't even say what the ugly thing looked like but it was hideous, honest to God. I wasn't into drugs, nor did I drink. I think it was a devil that ran away like a screeching demon when I told him the truth about his looks. There's demons out there.




Donna Thompson

[Queen Solomon 1]

Psycho babble, it's all psycho babble rap to me. I just read the post I wrote yesterday and I sound like a psycho babbler. Quite a bad piece of writing.

I went back to Quora.com a few days ago, I feel better now. I do what I like doing best which is answering questions there. I actually get paid for asking and answering questions. I was asked to join their partner program,it's by invitation only. But, anyone can ask questions on Quora. Russia's President Vladimir Putin is there.

If anyone has problems sleeping I suggest you purchase a bottle of Aromatherapy 100% pure lavendar oil. I use it and it's the only thing that works good for me, and I've tried lots of different so-called remedies. You just shake a few drops on your pillow, and you'll be sleeping.


Good night

[Queen Solomon 1]

I don't hate anyone or I wasn't capable of hating anyone before I did hate someone. The word hate wasn't even in my vocabulary, I remember when I first heard the word. It was at Terry's mother's house, Terry was taking me there to introduce me to his mother. Upon seeing her, she had this demeanor about herself I immediately did not relate with. I called it an unfavorable character, it seems I'm right, her own family avoids her. She used the word hate in my presence in reference to something--I didn't like hearing that word. It was the first time I'd heard it said since childhood. I mean I knew the word but it was as though it didn't exist to me as it wasn't a part-of-me or my life. I didn't much appreciate her person, every thing I said, she'd put me on the defense. I later figured it out that it was her DNA or her own childhood that made her the way she is. I was told by Terry that his mom's mother died bathing her. She is 80 years of age living in an elder's residence. But, this isn't the end of the story Terry and I live together as Exes. We visit her, it's not her I felt hate in my heart for, it was my very own daughter. It took me two years to forgive her for talking to the police about me, but, she saved my life by doing so. What I really hated was being put into the hospital for the first time. I had a case against the medical field and they knew I could open a can of worms to prove a barrel of snakes. So they got me first. I was so dam sick I couldn't fill out The College of Physicians and Surgeons forms.

-The Doctor's nurse injected me with something other than my regular monthly injection, on January 2016. I had proof. They knew that. My regular monthly injection was a vitamin B12 shot, it took the nurse less than a minute to break the tip off the vial, insert the syringe, withdraw the solution and administer it to my person, but this particular day, it took her over 10 minutes to prepare the poison. Her back was to me, I said impatiently to her, what's taking you so long? She mumbled something I should have asked her to repeat. I hate myself for watching young Sharon inject me with uckshit. This same Doctor's office took me off Vitamin B12 abruptly after taking it for 22 years, she should have weaned me off.

The medical field's intention was to weaken my character to make it appear as though I were mentally ill. Well, I was ill, but it was that injection that poisoned me. The medical field betrayed me to cover-up their own wrong-doing.
-My life spiraled downhill fast, my brain was toxic, my thoughts were toxic. I went insane. Four months later on May 1st.
-May 1st.2016, I suffered an eye stroke, didn't receive medical care. The same female Doctor shrugged it off.
-The police came and handcuffed me like a criminal putting me in the police car in my pajama's.
-They threw me in a cell like room and observed me overnight. Then let me go. But, the hospital stay repeated twice. I was being mistreated here in Alberta like I was a criminal when I was a victim. I tried to seek a lawyer in which one fellow said he'd take my case but I lost contact with his number. No one would represent me. I have proof of my injury as the lawyer said I needed.
-The middle East Doctor's young nurse Sharon should have been charged.
The worst of all this is, I had just moved here from another province, and had only been here for 7 months. I was just a visitor who hadn't made up my mind whether I'd stay or not. And this is the way they treated a visitor. I had never been in the hospital for any psychiatric reason before coming here. But, the stay in the hospital got me better.

[Pam Seeback]

What do you think about forgiveness?

Matthew 6:15 - But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.

Our world is filthy with corruption, I won't add to that. But, I'll freely go against and stand-up with the sword of my tongue prepared to battle non-combatively. But, through the wit-of-the-brow. It matters not to me that they be combative, that's their shrinkage. Their corruption angered me but they haven't silenced me. I know what and what not to say. Am I controlled? not by them, but self-controlled, self-disciplined, unless provoked. They the corrupted field altered my thoughts poisoning them to rebound against them. I want to prove a can of worms to be a barrel of snakes. Not from vindictiveness or viciousness but from the wrath they created within me to straighten a wrong to make it right. And from the justification of my wrath. I shall proceed to expose their wrong against my good-natured well-balanced stable-minded person. I was wronged. The Ombudsperson and a Lawyer said they'd become involved. I cannot just forgive them and quiet down. It is a case of malpractice.

What do you think about forgiveness?

I think justification comes first, then forgiveness.



Queen Solomon

I believe forgiveness must happen between man and his inner understanding of God or self-cause, not of God's forgiveness of man, but of the reverse of man's forgiveness of God, which of course, ultimately is God forgiving God or Man forgiving Man (man was after all, made in God's image).

God's need for forgiveness is best illustrated in the Book of Job. Here we have an innocent, faithful man who longs to have answers to some of his doubts about God, so bravely he requests a dialectic between creator and creature, and what does he get in return? Deliberate and malicious acts of violence perpetrated by the creator and the low of the low? He makes a wager with Satan as to the outcome!

Of course, this divine drama of Job vs. God is a drama that each of us plays out on a daily basis, conversations we have with our unconscious about its intentions and desires. soul-to-spirit-work if you will. So the way I would interpret the biblical quote you presented above - Matthew 6:15 - But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses - is that by forgiving others their trespasses, you are unconsciously forgiving the Creator God of All Souls (which is ultimately your most transcendent self) for causing suffering to enter the world. It's most liberating to allow oneself to be consciously affected by the causation of suffering so that it can be Forgiven (capitalized to illustrate its power of alchemy or transformation).

[Pam Seeback]

Hi Donna,

I tried to edit my previous post to add a question, but I'm camping at the moment and the wifi at our campsite is unreliable and won't let me do an edit.

The question I wanted to ask is what you thought of what I presented in my post above with regards to your own personal suffering in relationship to your understanding of God (I see you once used the moniker "God's Daughter").

[Queen Solomon 1]

Hi Pam

I admit I don't know the whole Bible but I sure as heck don't mind learning about the Word of God. Your take on forgiveness is eye opening.

"I believe forgiveness must happen between man and his inner understanding of God or self-cause, not of God's forgiveness of man, but of the reverse of man's forgiveness of God, which of course, ultimately is God forgiving God or Man forgiving Man (man was after all, made in God's image)".

It's an excellent concept I've never contemplated before, Thanks for sharing. It lends to those angry at God, it attributes one to think yes, Pam is onto something here. I think I will add your sentiments to my prayers to forgive God for not putting into the minds of the people to protect the innocent children from starvation and diseases. It should be the worlds's responsibility to look after children. If every capable person donated $20 a month worldwide, enough money would be generated to end world poverty, I've already culculated the math. But, what I see between the lines of your work Pam is "man was after all, made in God's image" so we must forgive ourselves too.


I'm not able to see any more of your post from here, what I'll do next time is copy and paste everything.


Thanks for your ideas Pam.




Donna Thompson

[Queen Solomon 1]

"God's need for forgiveness is best illustrated in the Book of Job. Here we have an innocent, faithful man who longs to have answers to some of his doubts about God, so bravely he requests a dialectic between creator and creature, and what does he get in return? Deliberate and malicious acts of violence perpetrated by the creator and the low of the low? He makes a wager with Satan as to the outcome!"

It attributes to one thinking God and Satan are friends. I decided I would read the Gospels Mathew Mark Luke and John right through all four disciples. But, it'll be fun to read online. The stories relate with one another, the difference is they're told at different times. I think the story relates to God allowing Satan to tempt Job knowing Job would never forsake him.


Thanks for the lesson today Pam.

I must cling to and embrace the idea of God the Alien head as humanities creator. As someone who grew up in the church for the first few years of my life, I never knew God until recently. HE can form himself into any creature.




Donna Thompson

[Queen Solomon 1]

"Of course, this divine drama of Job vs. God is a drama that each of us plays out on a daily basis, conversations we have with our unconscious about its intentions and desires. soul-to-spirit-work if you will. So the way I would interpret the biblical quote you presented above - Matthew 6:15 - But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses - is that by forgiving others their trespasses, you are unconsciously forgiving the Creator God of All Souls (which is ultimately your most transcendent self) for causing suffering to enter the world. It's most liberating to allow oneself to be consciously affected by the causation of suffering so that it can be Forgiven (capitalized to illustrate its power of alchemy or transformation)."

Yes, because "let us make man in our own image" we're Gods and one with God, so to forgive our sisters and brothers we're forgiving God as well. Yes, I see it! Are you a teacher Pam, if not, you teach well with your usage of words.

Thanks for sharing your ideas about this Pam. Do you know about Evolution? Teach me what you know.




Donna Thompson

[Pam Seeback]

Hi Donna,

As I see it, what you're doing right now, which is entering into my posts - having a dialectic with someone who touches a truth within - is a beneficial way to uncover what is true/wise within oneself. The best way to start to uncover the wisdom hiding within one's unconscious (to reveal what is concealed) is to first determine what is absolutely true about God or reality and starting from there, ask God or reality or Wisdom or Self to tell you why you are suffering. Of course the challenging part is not forgetting or abandoning the absolute truths you have accepted as being true and only true. The best way I can describe the activity of the holy spirit's movement within during these times of holding to absolute truths and asking God/Self/Cause why you suffer is that the interaction of the two realms, the impersonal true and the personal questioning of what is true about this or that event opens the way for wisdom to be heard.

Since this is a blog, i'll share a personal story of awakening. When I was eight years old, my beloved uncle molested me. Although it was a singular event, he also molested my younger sister on two separate occasions. From that moment forward, I could not rest until I knew why such a thing as child molestation existed in the world. So the beginning of my quest for truth began as a deeply felt experience of contradiction - beloved uncle, molestation = confusion, fear, curiosity. I tell you this because I do believe that true understanding comes from the experience of not knowing about something that affected you and wanting-more-than-anything (also an experience) to know.

Although I am not a teacher in the sense I believe you mean, I did teach college cooperative education for seven years. I have also had jobs as a babysitter, hotel maid, inside sales rep and secretary. Interestingly enough, it was the job as hotel maid that I liked the best because as well as cleaning the rooms, I cleaned the common areas, mindless work that allowed me to contemplate the things of God/Self while I earned a living. I used to carry a pen with me and when I would clean the bathrooms, I would use paper towels to write down my thoughts. :-)

Nice talking with you. I assume by one of your previous posts that you live in Canada, as do I.

[Queen Solomon 1]

"To reveal what is concealed"

Yes, exactly right as I always remind people we must manifest our words to make them known. I notice you say things that I relate with or said myself. That's what makes communication effective. Thanks for sharing your truth about your uncle, many young girls including myself have been molested, but I'm ok, I don't harbor resentment or hostility from that because I wasn't affected by it, because I wasn't hurt mentally or physically. What the hell is the matter with a man's thinking, that he should molest an innocent child not mature enough for such things. Does he really think the kid enjoys that crap? It's lame thinking.

My anger which has subsided now stemmed from the medical field's cover-up for a crime a female Middle East Doctor committed, and they penalized me for her wrongdoing. What did she do you ask? She took me off of a prescription drug which was told to me was vitamin B12, which I'd been taking for over 22 years. She took me off abruptly which caused inside-my-head-issues-now. And also her young nurse Sharon injected me with something other than my regular vitamin B12 and I had proof. My regular injection of B12 took the nurse less than a minute to administer to me, but this January 2016 day, Sharon had her back to me preparing some uckshit to deliver to my body. It took her over 10 minutes to prepare, I became impatient saying to her, what's taking you so long, she mumbled something I wished I asked her to repeat because I didn't hear her. The horror to this story is I watched her inject me, so I blame my stupid self. I spiraled downhill fast from good health to very poor sick health. I'd been poisoned. That was January 2016 and by May 1st, 2016 I suffered an eye stroke and this same ucking Doctor who I deem incompetent insulted me by saying to me "Would you like to see a counsellor" I said no, I don't need to see a counsellor, I need to see an eye specialist which I never received an appointment. I wished I had of brought the police to charge Sharon for injecting me. I had questions as to why, and who ordered this injection or did Sharon do it single handedly I wondered. It was horrible wondering if I was going to die, my brain was poisoned and my thoughts were insane. And no one was charged. I couldn't get a Lawyer to represent me, no one was competent enough to win my case. I knew this case could be won. The College of Physicians and Surgeons have their own policing it seems. The medical field cover-up their crimes by putting people in a psych ward to weaken them so they're not believed. I was never put into a psyche ward before this happened to me. My anger was justified against them. I was mistreated and harmed.

I'm from Edmonton Alberta, came here in 2015 invited by my Ex. I left beautiful Penticton BC to come here to a cold climate. My life is richer now money wise that is. But, nothing beats the warm BC climate, in which I miss and my friends too. But, we travel the 1000 miles to visit.

Anyway, Pam, you've got a good thinking head on your shoulder--a truth seeker you are. It's nice to converse with you, Thanks.



Donna Thompson

[Queen Solomon 1]

Mental Illness is thought a farce like an occult. People's eyes are awakening to this label "mental illness" under the guise of psychiatry. Jody Foster the actress was diagnosed with a chemical imbalance, does this say or imply she's mentally ill? Many of our forefathers were exceptionally brilliant and said to have been affected with the malady. It seems to be nothing more than a label by the medical field to enable them to continue writing prescription drugs which line their pockets at their patient's expense. If Doctors prescribed vitamins especially vitamin C for their patients we'd see healthier people. Vitamin C combined with Vitamin E repairs the brain of Alzeheimer's victims but can be used on anyone suffering with memory loss. Vitamin B12 Methycobalamine works for good brain health. And Niacin too benefits the brain. Nootropics are widely popular for good brain functioning and cognitive comprehension--they're smart pills.

The label "mental illnessl" is demeaning to anyone. If under any other name might be more acceptable. It's likely the prescribed drugs that attribute to a person feeling ill. The drugs psychologically weakens a person into thinking they really need them when they may not. But, when a person tries to withdraw from an injection, it's impossible. It's meant to be that way so they'll be forced to continue with prescription refills. It's been said prescriptions drugs are tampered with to give a person an ailment for reasons to prescribe more drugs to keep a person sick. It makes sense. In the long run people think they'll get better but instead they succumb to death from all the prescribed drugs. All truth of evil is being exposed in today's world.

According to Dr. Peter Breggin MD and Psychiatrist he says the only chemical imbalance there is, is the one psychiatrists put there by prescription drugs. Yes, he says psychiatry does things all wrong. There are books in bookstores about Psychiatrists going up against psychiatry.




Donna Thompson

[Queen Solomon 1]

I love my Lord and Heavenly Father for HE is my witness and I am his. "Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning" I should never have said I don't believe in the Bible. I feel I let myself down by saying that. I felt so guilty for saying that twice, that this morning March 6 2019, I decided to learn the whole Bible online @ Biblegateway.com, I know quite a lot but not everything. So I shall receive a lesson in my inbox beginning tomorrow.

I've been following the Lord from childhood, I was 9 years old when a woman from church prayed for the Lord to come live in my heart. But, I was only 5 years old when I was taking myself to the church down the road less than a block. I remember a woman asking me where's your parents in which I answered at home in bed, she then led me to the front where the kids were. I went every Sunday, I was use to going to church, Dad and Mom took us to The Kingdom Hall, Jehovah Witnesses until Dad was disciplined by the church and was given a suspension for two weeks, for having alcohol on his breath. He didn't go back. He stood up in front of the whole congregation and said "only my Lord will judge me" etc. He never went back. The church members tried to get him to come back but he wouldn't. All they could see was the alcohol factor not the fact he still brought his family to church regardless of the alcohol on his breath.

To be continued tomorrow