Fell into some troubles... (requesting insight)
Posted: Mon Apr 27, 2009 6:21 am
I looked to philosophy (mostly the contents of this site) to provide answers to questions, and in turn, hope to develop into a better thinker. So, I did the reasonable thing and turned to the "sages" of these forums (hey, it made sense at that time!). I would contemplate all their posts, ask questions, and delve further into deeper contemplation. At first, this seemed to improve my thinking, and so, I would visit this site a few times a day, read over responses, post replies, and above all: think, think, think, ...
Eventually, after many months of this, I became psychotic. Now, I'm currently on 4mgs (and counting) of Risperdal, which is a type of antipsychotic medication.
Important point: I wasn't psychotic before all this.
I've woken up to what seems to be a ruined life. Instead of gaining what I hoped would be a richer life, I find myself looking around at a deserted landscape. And due to fear, little thirst.
So, what do you think happened to me and how do you suppose I get out of this... Hell? (Assuming it's not permanent!)
If you can relate and/or if you know what I'm getting at... Then, please share some much needed insight as to what happened to me (or what happened to you) and about a possible remedy, etc.
Thanks
Eventually, after many months of this, I became psychotic. Now, I'm currently on 4mgs (and counting) of Risperdal, which is a type of antipsychotic medication.
Important point: I wasn't psychotic before all this.
I've woken up to what seems to be a ruined life. Instead of gaining what I hoped would be a richer life, I find myself looking around at a deserted landscape. And due to fear, little thirst.
So, what do you think happened to me and how do you suppose I get out of this... Hell? (Assuming it's not permanent!)
If you can relate and/or if you know what I'm getting at... Then, please share some much needed insight as to what happened to me (or what happened to you) and about a possible remedy, etc.
Thanks