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MKFaizi wrote:Is my desire to develop as a thinker contingent on accepting Kelly Jones as an enlightened sage?
What good would that do you? Whoever claimed that of me overlooked my claim earlier in this thread to not be thoroughly enlightened. But even if everyone else is a charlatan, all that matters is that you are not.

Nothing gets rid of the femininity -- not just in a woman but in a man -- even in David Quinn or Kevin Solway or Dan Rowden or Nietzsche or Kierkegaard or the rest -- Jesus and so on. Weininger was very feminine.
What is more powerful than cause and effect? If feminity is caused to be gotten rid of, it will be.

Like a dyed carnation on a funeral pyre, the bitch is always there and she will follow you to the grave and beyond. The desire for something terrifyingly unusual reeks of the feminine -- a gaudy blue/purple carnation worn on the lapel of a corpse.
Where did you get the idea that wisdom is a B grade horror movie, Marsha?

I think that it is important to explore and welcome one's masculinity as well as to not deny one's femininity. I think it is the particular plague of the masculine woman to over-compensate. It is also wise to be mindful of using one's masculinity as a sexual attraction.
I think it's dishonest to deny that one's feminine habits can change. It is honest to say it is very difficult. But it is dishonest to say it is impossible. Also, I think it's honest to over-compensate by saying one will achieve the very difficult, because that will is honestly the only way there will be enough determination to change.



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I think it's dishonest to deny that one's feminine habits can change. It is honest to say it is very difficult. But it is dishonest to say it is impossible. Also, I think it's honest to over-compensate by saying one will achieve the very difficult, because that will is honestly the only way there will be enough determination to change.
Caught this on the fly.

What will? Free will?

Determination? Self-determination? Predetermination?
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And yet everything you do is led around by Nature. You don't do a thing by your own will.
Whose will?
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I'm glad you've pointed it out, that attachment to an ideal is as delusional as sexual desire.
Almost. I would add a couple more words, like so:

...that attachment to an ideal is as delusional as attachment to sexual desire.

You see, I think forcing oneself not to have sex is a manifestation of attachment, as well.
Moi: How is it wise when the very wisdom you promote will be the undoing of itself?

Kelly: By this, do you mean that wisdom will be destroyed with the elimination of sexuality? Or that promoting reason may cause a form of rationality to survive that virtually no one living today could recognise as human?


I mean you have made wisdom relative and not timeless. Bit like science, really.
Moi: I personally feel no need to renounce my apparent biological attributes for the sake of some mass delusion -- whichever side of the fence it’s being fortified by.

Kelly: Do you mean breasts, ovaries and so on, or feminine-mindedness?
Touche. Should have said "physical" rather than biological -- would have been clearer.

I don't have too much trouble with my "feminine-mind," really.

Pumping a bit of iron seems to put "her" back into a pair of pants.

I do not fear "her."
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Leyla Shen wrote:
I am a woman. Thanks to my mother, any drawing toward this universal egoid -- “Woman” -- was shattered for me fairly early on in life. “She” messed me up a bit. But, I personally feel no need to renounce my apparent biological attributes for the sake of some mass delusion -- whichever side of the fence it’s being fortified by.

I hope you fulfill your wish to become human, sue Hindmarsh
Thank you for your best wishes.

Could you explain your inclusion of the extract from David Quinn’s book?


When I write about women, I always do so from a philosophical position, and am not writing about anyone in particular – except Kelly, since this thread is about her work. As far as I’m concerned, women are completely innocent.

Woman is the feminine mind, and therefore is not just about women, but also men. There is one major difference between women and men, and that difference makes men more special. Being born male, he carries in him the potential for masculinity. Most males are either slobs or female impersonators, but even these guys have more philosophical potential than women. They may not ever take up philosophy themselves, but through them, masculinity survives and may produce a few truly masculine minds.


So women need not fear “having to renounce (any) apparent biological attributes for the sake of mass delusion”, because first the mass delusion would have to renounce them.

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Could you explain your inclusion of the extract from David Quinn’s book?
Two reasons:

1. Point of reference for "Woman."
2. David mentioned your influence with respect to the subject.
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Woman is the feminine mind, and therefore is not just about women, but also men. There is one major difference between women and men, and that difference makes men more special. Being born male, he carries in him the potential for masculinity.
I cannot follow the progression of logic, here.

Why is the feminine mind naturally about women and men, but not the masculine mind?
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Nothing Special

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MKFaizi wrote:Like a dyed carnation on a funeral pyre, the bitch is always there and she will follow you to the grave and beyond. The desire for something terrifyingly unusual reeks of the feminine -- a gaudy blue/purple carnation worn on the lapel of a corpse.
Do you think this is related to the Zen teaching that enlightenment is "nothing special"?
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The bitch, when no longer branded with such 'labels' - is no longer death.

But, only a component, of a much larger - Universe.

The bitch, is a weapon:

A friend.

A tool.

A book.

A lover.

Other people, can be hell.
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Re: THOU WILT

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Leyla Shen wrote:
I think it's dishonest to deny that one's feminine habits can change. It is honest to say it is very difficult. But it is dishonest to say it is impossible. Also, I think it's honest to over-compensate by saying one will achieve the very difficult, because that will is honestly the only way there will be enough determination to change.
Caught this on the fly.

What will? Free will?

Determination? Self-determination? Predetermination?
I prefer to call it plain ol' cause and effect.
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Re: SHE-MAN

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Leyla Shen wrote:
I'm glad you've pointed it out, that attachment to an ideal is as delusional as sexual desire.
Almost. I would add a couple more words, like so:

...that attachment to an ideal is as delusional as attachment to sexual desire.
Harping on about enlightenment, and everything related, may not stem from attachment.

You see, I think forcing oneself not to have sex is a manifestation of attachment, as well.
Yes, that's probably true. Yet how much easier to think about sex, have dreams of sex, listen to people having sex, look at pornography, listen to prostitutes and the common sex-addict moan and groan about sex, when all things have been consciously and deliberately sacrificed to remembering Truth always.

Attachment and non-attachment can only be understood correctly after understanding the nature of all things. Otherwise it's just the ego trying to over-ego itself.

Moi: How is it wise when the very wisdom you promote will be the undoing of itself?

Kelly: By this, do you mean that wisdom will be destroyed with the elimination of sexuality? Or that promoting reason may cause a form of rationality to survive that virtually no one living today could recognise as human?

I mean you have made wisdom relative and not timeless. Bit like science, really.
Well, the arising of wisdom does depend on consciousness. It's content is timeless, however.

Moi: I personally feel no need to renounce my apparent biological attributes for the sake of some mass delusion -- whichever side of the fence it’s being fortified by.

Kelly: Do you mean breasts, ovaries and so on, or feminine-mindedness?

Touche. Should have said "physical" rather than biological -- would have been clearer.

I don't have too much trouble with my "feminine-mind," really.

Pumping a bit of iron seems to put "her" back into a pair of pants.

I do not fear "her."
I'm a long long way from having overcome my feminine-mind. Egotism is very cunning. I don't relate to other women to know feminine-mind, since they are my own self defining its experiences. Egotism can only be understood in contrast with the Absolute.



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Re: Nothing Special

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DHodges wrote:
MKFaizi wrote:Like a dyed carnation on a funeral pyre, the bitch is always there and she will follow you to the grave and beyond. The desire for something terrifyingly unusual reeks of the feminine -- a gaudy blue/purple carnation worn on the lapel of a corpse.
Do you think this is related to the Zen teaching that enlightenment is "nothing special"?
Marsha has already stated she doesn't recognised anyone as an enlightened sage, so it's no use asking her.
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sevens wrote:The bitch, when no longer branded with such 'labels' - is no longer death.

But, only a component, of a much larger - Universe.
When a bitch is life, the Universe changes in size?

The bitch, is a weapon:

A friend.

A tool.

A book.

A lover.

Other people, can be hell.
Sounds like you've got a girlfriend there.
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Kelly,

Study more koans.

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Zen is "nothing special," for the same reason that eating is nothing special. If sages went on about how wonderful being enlightened is, it would defeat the student's 'beginner's mind' - same mind that the teacher continually exhibits.

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When "life is a bitch," yes - the Universe does change size. Where is the Universe?
MKFaizi

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Kelly wrote to Dave Hodges who wrote to me initially:
Marsha has already stated she doesn't recognised anyone as an enlightened sage, so it's no use asking her.
Interesting.

Dave asked me a question about Zen; about whether I think enlightenment is something special or nothing special.

Interesting that, according to Kelly, my opinion -- because I do not recognize anyone as a sage -- is of no merit. No use in asking me anything. I am an idiot.

Despite Kelly, I yet have opinions and I reckon my opinions hold water.

No, I do not think enlightenment is anything special. I think it is the consequence of cause and effect. I think it is the consequence of close introspection over years -- not minutes, in a fit of one fell swoop -- not philosophical love at first sight. Jesus put his pants on one leg at a time just like the rest of us. Jesus had to eat. Jesus had to pee. Jesus died. Jesus made some big mistakes -- he trusted. He had great faith. He was a performer -- "dance, monkey boy, dance!" I feel great pity for Jesus because his image has been so besmirched, his own goddamned fault for being such a patsy for God.

I do not think enlightenment is ordained from God or from Buddha or David Quinn or Dan Rowden or Kevin Solway or Sue Hindmarsh. It is not the priesthood. There are not prerequistes that one must follow -- getting a pension, winning friends and influencing people. It is not the result of A = B. It is the result of A=A.

Having to work for a living does not connote love of wealth. I am not financially better off than one on the dole in Australia.

Enlightenment is not a prize to be won. It is not a crown. It does not give one unearned authority.

Enlightenment is the effect that is caused by deep introspective thought over a course of time. When I first came to Genius -- about eight years ago -- I was told that enlightenment is not something that can be had in a matter of days or months but something that takes years of work.

I did not like that idea at the time. I thought I was pretty smart and sexy.

But I learned. I learned a lot over the past eight years. I learned that intelligence is not enough. I learned that sex has nothing to do with it. I learned that many will claim to be enlightened philosophically for reason of ego. I learned first hand about the destruction of ego. I learned what it means to have the self destroyed. That is something that is quite different from so called selflessness. It takes a huge ego to lay oneself down for others, in the fashion of the mythical Jesus. It takes nothing to learn to think without egotistical attachment -- nothing but blood and guts putting oneself on the block -- the killing ground; the minefield.

I have taken many hits over the years but I have survived. I have not only survived but I yet have plenty to think and to say and to write.

I think it is swell that Kelly has taken a pension and fashioned herself in a masculine way -- even to the haircut.

Had I known, eight years ago, that all that it took to be entitled to enlightenment, I could have done that. I thought one needed to have a long beard and, due to hormonal problems, I could not pull that off. Never occurred to me that all I had to do was to shave my head.

Kelly is very intelligent and has a lot of potential. She is a good writer. She needs another six or seven years or more of work.

Am I enlightened?

Well, in terms of having worked hard with results over several years, yes, I am enlightenend. Compared to the twenty or so years of work done by other philosophers, I have many years to go and much work to do.

I do not recognize a sage, just as I do not recognize kings or queens.

With all humility, I do not believe or agree with the possibility that Kelly can dictate the worth -- according to whether or not I recognize any sages here or anywhere -- of my -- or anyone's -- reply to a question asked by another poster.

When I wrote of the artificially colored carnation, I was not addressing enlightenment or death.

Femininity is the bitch that follows all of us to the grave.

Faizi
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Now, that's what I call individuality.
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Marsha, calm down.

It was a logical conclusion, that if you do not recognise anyone as an enlightened sage, then that includes you. Dave asked you about enlightenment, and to answer his question, you'd have to be enlightened.

Sure, there are plenty of ways to define enlightenment. However, I think it's a waste of time to define it as anything else than an absolute and indubitable understanding applicable to the nature of the universe. I would call anyone who claims enlightenment but lacks this understanding an idiot, including myself, of course.

I reckon my opinions hold water.
Let's examine your reasoning then.

No, I do not think enlightenment is anything special. I think it is the consequence of cause and effect. I think it is the consequence of close introspection over years -- not minutes, in a fit of one fell swoop -- not philosophical love at first sight. Jesus put his pants on one leg at a time just like the rest of us. Jesus had to eat. Jesus had to pee. Jesus died. Jesus made some big mistakes -- he trusted. He had great faith. He was a performer -- "dance, monkey boy, dance!" I feel great pity for Jesus because his image has been so besmirched, his own goddamned fault for being such a patsy for God.
So far you equate enlightenment with hard work, which hasn't come close.

I do not think enlightenment is ordained from God or from Buddha or David Quinn or Dan Rowden or Kevin Solway or Sue Hindmarsh. It is not the priesthood. There are not prerequistes that one must follow -- getting a pension, winning friends and influencing people. It is not the result of A = B. It is the result of A=A.
This is still on the level of the previous paragraph. You haven't gotten at the heart of the matter. A=A could have many results.

Having to work for a living does not connote love of wealth. I am not financially better off than one on the dole in Australia.
This has nothing to do with the topic.

Enlightenment is not a prize to be won. It is not a crown. It does not give one unearned authority.
Well, I don't see that you have earnt authority on enlightenment, from what you've written so far.

Enlightenment is the effect that is caused by deep introspective thought over a course of time. When I first came to Genius -- about eight years ago -- I was told that enlightenment is not something that can be had in a matter of days or months but something that takes years of work.
So enlightenment could be a moment of reflection, regardless of the content of that reflection. Cow ruminations.

I did not like that idea at the time. I thought I was pretty smart and sexy.

But I learned. I learned a lot over the past eight years. I learned that intelligence is not enough. I learned that sex has nothing to do with it. I learned that many will claim to be enlightened philosophically for reason of ego. I learned first hand about the destruction of ego. I learned what it means to have the self destroyed. That is something that is quite different from so called selflessness. It takes a huge ego to lay oneself down for others, in the fashion of the mythical Jesus. It takes nothing to learn to think without egotistical attachment -- nothing but blood and guts putting oneself on the block -- the killing ground; the minefield.
Admirable as this all sounds, you haven't touched on the essential matter of enlightenment. Without this, all the egotistical destruction is confusion.

I have taken many hits over the years but I have survived. I have not only survived but I yet have plenty to think and to say and to write.

I think it is swell that Kelly has taken a pension and fashioned herself in a masculine way -- even to the haircut.

Had I known, eight years ago, that all that it took to be entitled to enlightenment, I could have done that. I thought one needed to have a long beard and, due to hormonal problems, I could not pull that off. Never occurred to me that all I had to do was to shave my head.

Kelly is very intelligent and has a lot of potential. She is a good writer. She needs another six or seven years or more of work.
It's clear you really don't know. Focussing on superficial matters like this is an attempt to cover up your ignorance. I accept that you have been on the Genius Forum and list for many years, and have kept slugging away. But what's the point of doing that, and getting nowhere?

If i am to follow your program to become enlightened, then another six or seven years would be good advice. However, I think your advice is rubbish.

Am I enlightened?
Good heavens, why are you asking?

Well, in terms of having worked hard with results over several years, yes, I am enlightenend. Compared to the twenty or so years of work done by other philosophers, I have many years to go and much work to do.
According to this, everyone employed and salaried is enlightened!

I do not recognize a sage, just as I do not recognize kings or queens.
If you were enlightened, you'd recognise the truth instantly of a statement about the nature of Reality. This is what it means to recognise a sage, and is naturally dependent on being enlightened oneself.

With all humility, I do not believe or agree with the possibility that Kelly can dictate the worth -- according to whether or not I recognize any sages here or anywhere -- of my -- or anyone's -- reply to a question asked by another poster.
But you can, obviously.

When I wrote of the artificially colored carnation, I was not addressing enlightenment or death.

Femininity is the bitch that follows all of us to the grave.

Faizi
I think your post quite clearly shows that you're indignant at having spent so much time and effort in investigating philosophy without making much progress, such that you now think it's acceptable to claim enlightenment on these grounds.

What falsehood! Do you realise how many people you have misled? How many people will continue to burn in their self-made hells, because you told them enlightenment is just a matter of long, intense introspection?

Consider your own future lives - are they going to have to undergo the same blind effort, for years and years, without ever coming close to the Absolute? How disheartening that would be.



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sevens wrote: Zen is "nothing special," for the same reason that eating is nothing special. If sages went on about how wonderful being enlightened is, it would defeat the student's 'beginner's mind' - same mind that the teacher continually exhibits.
On the contrary, a teacher of enlightenment knows how essential it is to keep driving as hard as possible at the core matter of enlightenment, namely, formlessness, one's true self. If the teacher did not encourage an extreme and fanatical obsession with this great matter, then the student would continue beating his or her head on the brick wall of delusion without knowing it.

Enlightenment is wonderful.

When "life is a bitch," yes - the Universe does change size. Where is the Universe?
Regardless of any interpretation of life or of bitches, the Universe cannot have a relative location, since it includes all places. Nor can it have a size, for it includes all sizes.
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And Self --

Your 'ego', misinterpreted what I said.

Yeah, sure, Enlightenment is wonderful.

Not was I was sayin', though.

(Or, the meaning of the phrase)

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As for the Universe -

Again, an 'ego glitch' - on Your part.

Sure, what you said is true.

Now, apply that to your own Mind.

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(Where's the center of the Universe?)
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Center

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"Oh, so you think you're just the center of the Universe. Don't you?"

"But, Moooom!"

...

(Infinite Worlds, also live within Words)
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Harping on about enlightenment, and everything related, may not stem from attachment.
Tell that to the Buddha who would fuck a baby for the progress of wisdom.

More later...
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Marsha wrote:
I think that it is important to explore and welcome one's masculinity as well as to not deny one's femininity. I think it is the particular plague of the masculine woman to over-compensate. It is also wise to be mindful of using one's masculinity as a sexual attraction.
Are you advising the above, as; a masculine woman, a feminine woman, a masculine man, a feminine man, a male sage, or a female sage?

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Marsha wrote:
Nothing gets rid of the femininity -- not just in a woman but in a man -- even in David Quinn or Kevin Solway or Dan Rowden or Nietzsche or Kierkegaard or the rest -- Jesus and so on. Weininger was very feminine.
So are these men more or less feminine than you? Are they more or less masculine than you?


I am not sure that I have got your point - is it:

People have both femininity and masculinity,and therefore they are all equal, no matter what they do or say? No person can claim themselves better than anyone else? So, you’d dismiss the idea that some people can be more masculine or feminine than others? Everyone is the same – is that correct?

What about idealism?

What about genius?

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Marsha wrote:
Enlightenment is the effect that is caused by deep introspective thought over a course of time. When I first came to Genius -- about eight years ago -- I was told that enlightenment is not something that can be had in a matter of days or months but something that takes years of work.
Who told you that?

And you believed what you were told?

Why?

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Marsha wrote:
Nothing gets rid of ... femininity…
Universe = Everything

Everything therefore = Nothing

Therefore Nothing can get rid of Everything.

What chance has femininity got when Nothing looks her way?

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